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Dean's on his own, hurt, probably dying, and having a lot of trouble figuring out why he should care. Enter a stranger who inexplicably discovers he really, really does. An AR in which the Winchesters catch up with and destroy Azazel in the first season episode Shadow and Castiel really is sort of a tax accountant, just not a holy one. Written for the sepsis/septicemia tag on Hoodie_time's Tags Challenge.
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04 Sep 2025
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“I don’t know what I expected,” she continued. “Maybe if it had only been about sex…” she paused, glancing around the room. Dean ducked out of view, just in time. When Daphne spoke again, her voice was lowered, “But even then, I don’t think it would have worked. Between you and me, he’s not as good at it as Castiel was.”
What. The. Fuck?
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In which Dean sets out to prove that he's better at sex than Castiel, all the while insisting that he's straight. Really.
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03 Sep 2025
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With the world teetering on the edge of the apocalypse, Dean figures there's at least one good deed left he can manage before everything burns—helping his best friend Castiel finally lose his virginity. It's the least he can do for the guy who’s literally dragged him out of Hell and stuck by his side through every demon, angel, and existential crisis in between.
But Castiel, ever the wild card in a trench coat, has conditions.
He doesn't want just anyone. He wants Dean.
At first, Dean laughs it off, swears the angel’s just confused, or maybe trying to be sentimental with the world ending and all. But then Cas says it again. Dead serious. Blue eyes smoldering. No shame. No hesitation. Just a quiet, sincere request to let Dean be his first—and maybe, his only.
And Dean? He’s definitely on board. Too on board.
He’s not sure what’s more terrifying—the impending end of humanity, or how badly he wants this. Wants him.
Because when an angel says he wants you, body and soul… how the hell are you supposed to say no?
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28 Aug 2025
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First, before anything, there was want.
In one version of this story, Dean Winchester hasn't stopped moving since the day his father died. He hunts across the country but always comes back to California with the half-hearted hope of visiting Sam at Stanford, and an endless, restless, ceaseless pull to the desert.
In one version of this story, Dean Winchester finds himself in the scorched heat of a Death Valley summer, on a hunt for a ghost. Or a purpose. Or an answer to the question that’s been tugging at his tendons for as long as he’s lived.
In one version of this story, all Dean Winchester has ever done is want, and all Castiel has ever done is wait.
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14 Aug 2025
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There's a moment of sheer joy when you get to hold your child for the first time.
Dean had resigned himself that he would never get to experience that. It just wasn't in the cards.
But he made a promise to care for this bundle of joy, and when the mother smiled and thanked him, he didn't know if the fear in his chest was because he just lied to a dying woman or because he was going to actually do it.- Language:
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12 Aug 2025