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i've never needed a reason for keeping secrets from myself by blongblong
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Dec 2025
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Shane’s immediate reaction is to say that he doesn't know when it started. He doesn’t know who his soulmate is. This is what he’s been telling himself for years, because if he stops for more than a second to think about how long he's been collecting little pieces of Ilya Rozanov, he thinks he'll spiral out of control.
He'll hit the deck like a firecracker dropped unceremoniously onto the sidewalk, burning wildly and spiralling haphazardly, until he's fizzled out with nothing left to show for himself but smoke, ashes, and the knowledge that his soul is bound to Rozanov's.
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shane spends twenty-five years not thinking about his soulmate. the drawer in his apartment filled with cigarettes, toothpaste, and awful t-shirts says elsewise.
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- Part 1 of you and i might just be the best thing
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25 Dec 2025
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It wasn’t fair, because Shane didn’t even do it on purpose. His ignorance was a product of years of repression. They’ve been together for more than a decade, and they’ve fucked, fought, and everything in between — but somehow Shane was still oblivious to the warning signs of his heat. In the days before it came, Shane would pace about the house in a huff; sweat on his brow, gnawing on a candy bar, complaining about a headache, befuddled as to his own state of dysfunction.
He always smelled like absolute fucking sin too. It took all Ilya had not to drop to Shane’s feet, mouth open, tongue at the ready, and offer his enthusiastic services. Ilya tried to do so, early on in their relationship, but Shane kicked him away like he was a nosy terrier, tsked at and scolded for its eagerness to serve.
Finicky little omega. Ilya would die for him, truly.
(Or, the trials and tribulations of Shane Hollander's heat cycle).
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12 Dec 2025
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You Got Me Distracted by daisychains (cherriesuns)
Fandoms: We Are คือเรารักกัน | We Are (Thailand TV 2024)
19 Oct 2025
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Tan’s smile widened - just a little, like he was choosing whether or not to say something.
“Do I make you nervous?”
Fang froze. His brain didn’t have a script for that. No snarky reply, no sarcastic shield. Just... static.
“What?”
Tan leaned one shoulder against the column next to him. “I asked if I make you nervous.”
The words didn’t feel sharp. They weren’t flirty, not really. They were, as everything was about Tan, exactly what you saw on the surface - transparent, honest, light. Curious, maybe.
Fang forced a shrug. “Why would you say that?”
“You’re being... weird.”
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- Part 2 of aouboom's extraordinary playlist
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26 Nov 2025
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When Faifa and Wine are brought together by circumstance, neither expects closeness—let alone comfort. But in quiet kitchens, shared silences, and the slow rearranging of space and self, something unexpected begins to take root. In a world of obligations, performances, and half-truths, there are traces of the invisible threads that tether them together.
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04 Nov 2025
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Faifa has spent his entire life putting others first, and agreeing to help Wine pursue his childhood crush, Tor, is no different... even though it tears him apart. But when Wine sees Faifa at his most vulnerable after a family incident, he tries to lift his spirits by offering Faifa something he’s never been given before: control.
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In a moment of vulnerability, an experienced Faifa agrees to give Wine hands-on lessons on being with a man, but it quickly spirals into something more.
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25 Oct 2025