7 Works by siderealboy
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“Why’d you come looking for me?” John deflects, recomposing himself quickly into a relaxed stance, leaning his hip into the railing as Jaren walks to join him beside it.
“Why wouldn’t I go looking for my best friend?”
John says nothing to it, turning to face the street again once Jaren is next to him. He swallows heavily, nodding ever so slightly. As if Jaren had just told him something groundbreaking, or told him some truth he didn’t understand before. Tyler’s porch lights are a fluorescent white, sickly and kind of grey and making it feel a bit like a hospital. They aren’t even that bright, and being turned away from them means John’s face is lit up by only the light of the moon.
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He pulls into the breakdown lane abruptly, stepping on the brakes so hard he can almost hear the rubber on his tires struggling under the action he just executed. The abrupt loss in momentum tosses him into the steering wheel, his GPS yelling at him that he’s thirty five miles from home. He’s alone, there’s no one else on the road. He doesn’t have friends. He doesn’t have a career. He puts his face into his hands and lets out a strangled sob, and it fully opens the floodgates. He can’t stop, his eyesight blurry and unreliable and it hurts so fucking bad.
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“Leaving me alone during lunch, eh?” John says sarcastically, taking a bite out of one of his fries.
He always looks so… angelic, in a way, when he sleeps. Like he didn’t just bang his head against the table comically. He’s sure when he wakes up Jaren will give him an earful about that, which means he probably didn’t get a concussion this time. His eyelashes are long against his cheek, feathering across it in a way that’s mesmerizing. Jaren really is such a beautiful man, if there’s anyone he’d give anything for, it’d definitely be him.
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Feels Like I’m Falling in Love Alone by siderealboy
Fandoms: Banana Bus Squad, Video Blogging RPF
22 Feb 2022
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It’s always been a source of shame for John, how dare you have feelings towards your best friend, the one who was, now doubtfully, straight. He’s unsure what to think even more now. He wanted him, whether it was in friendship or as a partner or sexually. John wanted Jaren the same way the tides need the moon, or a car needs gas, or the stars need the night sky. Like one couldn’t exist without the other.
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“Hey, what’s with the boo-boo eyes, young man?”
A familiar voice says from behind him, and he turns around. Blond, wavy hair down to the shoulders. Green, half lidded eyes. A pink tipsy flush across his cheeks and nose. Half smile that doesn’t quite reach his eyes.
“Ah,” he messes around with the burger more, playing it off like he’s at least entertaining the idea of eating it. “Nothing, just finishing up in here.”
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“How many times do we have to have this conversation?”
There’s an edge in Minho’s tone that makes Kibum falter. It’s not that he wasn’t expecting it, he definitely was, it’s just that he was hoping for a real conversation about this. He doesn’t want to be the one to start the fight.
“I just worry about you, I’m not doing this because I’m angry at you Min.”
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“Nothing about me is cute, Taemin,” he begins, pouring the milk less than haphazardly, ignoring how some of it drips onto the counter. “I’m nearly 30 working almost minimum wage at a coffee shop. I don’t think he’ll see the appeal.”