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goodbyes are all like this (all love is like this) by sindubu
Fandoms: LOONA (Korea Band)
18 Jan 2023
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“I thought you looked lonely up there,” admits Hyeju after a long while, softly as she watches the hurt flash across Yerim’s face like a passing downpour, too much and then nothing at all.
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Blue is the color of Jinsol’s hair, rumpled into waves as she disengages from Beta Horizon. Blue is the color of the Kaiju blood that Sooyoung doesn’t think she can ever wash off. Blue is the violent sea engulfing her, winding the clock back on all the borrowed time she’s been given.
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Sooyoung floats both in the periphery of her thoughts and literally next to her, impossible to touch despite being so near. Somehow it’s worse than the fact she’s alive and Sooyoung isn’t, and that makes her feel like she’s lost her mind.
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i’m coming home, Haseul texts.
So Jinsol leaves her on read until her phone vibrates with enough angry emojis that it’s very likely to either a) overheat, or b) fall off her desk until she answers. She swipes at the screen, pulling up Haseul’s barrage of messages.
i know, she texts back. The emojis immediately cease. Then, is it too late to extend your stay?
Haseul’s immediate reply: i’m breaking up with you.
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hold on, i don't wanna know what it's like when you're gone by sindubu
Fandoms: LOONA (Korea Band)
05 Apr 2022
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“I wrote a song about you,” Jungeun says, and Sooyoung can’t tell whether she wants to laugh or cry.
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- Part 1 of here comes the sun
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Heejin needs a date for Jiwoo's wedding. Hyeju is the girl in her chemistry class.
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Nayeon, Momo, new student Mina and co, in their final year.
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don’t say you love me, don’t even (don’t say you love me, you’re leaving) by sindubu
Fandoms: LOONA (Korea Band)
25 Aug 2021
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“‘Not what it looks like?’” Heejin whisper yells, alarmingly considerate given it’s half past midnight and Hyeju has half-climbed into her room — a stranger by all accounts. “You’re breaking into my house!”
“Maybe it’s exactly what it looks like,” Hyeju relents.
Or: Heejin, Hyeju, a beach town, and the 2010s summer romance that follows.
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watch you spin around in your highest heels (you are the best one of the best ones) by sindubu
Fandoms: LOONA (Korea Band)
01 Aug 2021
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Haseul laughs on the other end, a spring breeze that passes over Sooyoung even in winter. She can feel the other girl’s warmth even like this. “That’s all right, Sooyoung. I don’t mind,” she pauses, “You’re not worrying me. I didn’t… I didn’t worry.” Her voice dips low, and Sooyoung knows Haseul is struggling not to say more, not to apologize for her own absence, to be as kind to herself as she is to the rest of the members.
“You didn’t worry about what?”
“About you and Jungeun. I knew you’d have each other, so you’d be okay.”
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Yet it’s Sana who walks her home, tipsy and giggling and Dahyun isn’t sure who’s escorting who, and — “Maybe it’s better this way. I like you too much to be my little.”
And Dahyun can’t help but look away to the names of street signs on the way, the post office they pass around the corner, and she commits this to memory — how the universe has zeroed down to an empty street and the two of them together, still near strangers, something about the moment significant enough to remember.
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Sooyoung wears her lower lip to pieces, lets her teeth tug off dry bits of skin as she listens to Seulgi cry and try to be quiet about it, probably, so she doesn’t disturb any of the other residents. And Sooyoung doesn’t know why, but she misses when the girl didn’t think to consider her apartment neighbors anymore, when she was too busy laughing and loving to notice she was filling the silence of everyone else who wasn’t as lucky.
She turns over on her side and tugs her comforter over her body. Seulgi will get used to being alone eventually — Sooyoung’s been alone all these years, after all, she knows best about these things.
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The older girl settles along the bed, parts her legs the same time as her mouth, and Eunjin is silent as Heehyun stains the inside of her thighs with a bruise the shade of overripe grapefruit. A love mark.
Eunjin knows she should complain, but she likes the way it hurts.
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They’re in the van on the way back from rehearsal, her head in the older girl’s lap because she just wants to be able to lay down longer than ten minutes at a time.
“You’re going to die,” Heehyun tells her, blunt because she’s Heehyun.
Or, Chaeyeon has a bucket list. Heehyun pretends to be surprised.
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“Memento mori,” Taeyeon claps a hand against Irene’s shoulder.
“Memento mori,” Irene echoes.
Remember that you will die.
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"Her name is Joohyun, and if that were the case...." Her heel comes up to rub at the bridge of her nose. "Why is she even here?"
Junior shrugs. "The intricacies of repressed lesbianism, my young, sapphic friend, is shockingly not in my field of expertise."
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i want to dream like this with you forever by sindubu
Fandoms: TWICE (Band), I.O.I (Band), Chungha (Musician)
26 Aug 2016
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When the final eleven are announced - Kim Chungha, fourth place - she falls back on her bed with an overwhelming sense of relief.
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They've met before.
Once, at SBS Gayo, when her coordi decided a bright yellow dress with feathers and ribbon was somehow flattering and she turns after swatting Mijoo away ("you look like a sad chicken") and bumps into her.
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When the Night Changes by sindubu
Fandoms: Red Velvet (K-pop Band), So Nyuh Shi Dae | Girls' Generation
07 Jul 2016
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“So your immediate resolution is to build a time traveling machine to go back in time and fix everything?” she asks dryly.
“You got it,” Wendy chirps brightly, and Irene grimaces.
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Joohyun blinks. The voice on the other end isn’t her sister’s. It sounds -- not just different, but a little lower. Stuffy, too. There’s a choked sound and a raw gasp that sounds like tears burning at the back of a throat. Joohyun’s spent too many of her nights before with the taste of salt and overwhelming sadness threatening to crawl up her throat to not recognize it.
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“Yah,” Yongsun rolls her eyes, “This isn’t a moment, you know. I’m not an easy girl.”
Or, Yongsun doesn’t fall for greasy tricks, she’ll have you know. Really.