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    It was a cold night.

    Tsukasa hates the cold. He hates the rain. He hates empty houses. He hates the sound of silence. He hates the cold.

    It was always far too cold when he was alone.

    But now, as he stood at a time nearing the middle of the night. Hands resting now numbly on a freezing metal bar as wind violently whipped his hair every which way; the sound of water beneath the bridge he stood upon rushing loudly in his ears, he decided it was different.

     

    Alternatively: Tsukasa is so, so tired, and decides one night that death will be his only solace from the thoughts which plague him. Can the virtual singers and his troupmates show him just how wrong he is about everything before it's too late?

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    19 Jul 2026

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    Tsukasa bit his lip.

    Why is he like this? Why was he born like this? He wanted to spend more time with his sister, he wanted to enjoy his school years like all other people, he wanted to go out and have fun with his friends, he wanted to do all kinds of shows together with his troupe, he wanted to have a normal life.

    Why?
     
    Or, an alternate universe where Tsukasa is the sick child instead of Saki and stuff happens.

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    15 Jul 2026

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    A story about 8 year old Tenma Tsukasa and his wishes of being pampered by his parents, without Saki taking the spotlight for once.

    *CROSSPOSTED ON PIXIV*

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    12 Jul 2026

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    Something was off about Tsukasa lately. He seems to be more distanced and skittish than usual, he often stares off into nothingness and jumps at the slightest touch. One day he didn’t even appear at school, he normally texts everyone so they know he won’t be there, but not even Rui, his boyfriend, heard anything from the star. Tsukasa still hasn’t been seen all day, until the rest of wxs sees what happened to the Sekai, this can’t be a coincidence…

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    The Sekai has changed?! and not in a good way! Tsukasa vanished seemingly overnight and it’s up to his most trusted friends and boyfriend to help him before it’s too late.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    The reality of growing up was such: sitting at the dining table, waiting. An empty home, a heaviness that weighs on him, a friend who smiles and asks, "Are you happy, Tsukasa-kun?"

    He thinks of a quiet grey room, of the world he had once loved and chosen to give up. At eight years old, then ten, and now, seventeen. He's faced with a choice.

    Just forget.

    He smiles.

    I've never once been lonely.

     

    (It's the only way to make them happy.)

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    08 Jul 2026

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