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    “Maybe if something about me was different, things would have been easier. For you, and for me.”

    You wouldn’t be you, Dazai found his mind blaring loudly. If you were different, we wouldn’t be soulmates. You’re perfect. I love you. I love you. I love you.

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    Dazai and Chuuya are soulmates. Things are different, but also the same.

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    14 Oct 2025

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    the fic of despair and agony

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    Selflessness: the art of concerning more with the needs and wishes of others than with one's own. Chuuya’s a master at it. The painter and the muse. He holds the brush in his calloused finger, while his tan and blemished, freckled skin is the canvas.
    Chuuya's selfless. He gives, gives, gives.

    Dazai's tired of that.

     

    Or, Dazai's demons (being astronomically down bad for Chuuya) get to him. Nothing out of the ordinary.

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    25 Sep 2025

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    dazai sneaks into chuuya's apartment during their four-year stint away from each other. it's a habit.

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    25 Sep 2025

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    Cacoethes
    n. [kak-oh-ee-theez]

     

    A sudden and uncontrollable urge, especially for something harmful.

     

    Dazai Osamu's first thought upon blinking away the dizziness of slamming into a concrete wall is damn, that kid is pretty. His second thought,  upon seeing one Nakahara Chuuya staring him down imperiously with a smirk curling his lips, is—

    ( they're nice lips. if a bit chapped. )

    —they're oil and water. They won't mix.

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    25 Sep 2025

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    “I think I’m hungry,” he says tentatively. On cue, his stomach makes an offensive rumbling sound in agreement. “Chuuya’s not going to let me starve, is he?”

    “Fucking freeloader,” Chuuya snaps at him. But he’s cooking for two. He always does. It’s very romantic. “Go set the table. And wash your damn hands, you waste of bandages.”

    Or: Dazai and Chuuya through the years.

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    25 Sep 2025

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