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    HEATed RUTvalry by

    Fandom: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)

    17 Jan 2026

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    my alpha x alpha hollanov au. i am inordinately proud of this name.

    series order:
    1. bad idea, right?
    2. j'n'ai qu'une envie (c'est toi)
    3. **COMING SOON** heheh

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    Here, After by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    16 Jan 2026

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    Ilya opened one of his messages.

    Have you seen the news?
    Ilya, call me. Now.
    Please tell me you already fucking know.
    Jesus Christ, man.

    That was it. No context. No explanation. Just panic wrapped in vague bullshit.

    His jaw locked. “Are you fucking serious right now,” he muttered, thumb scrolling harder than necessary. Say it or don’t, you assholes. The half-answers made his skin crawl. It felt like they were all circling something awful, whispering around it, waiting for him to step close enough to get hit.

    His chest felt tight now, pressure building, so he did the one thing that made sense. He opened social media.

    Shane Hollander’s name was everywhere.

    Or

    Shane was hurt in ways everyone could see, and in ways only Ilya would carry.

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    Terms of Agreement by

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    16 Jan 2026

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    When the Hollanders face a financial crisis that might end in bankruptcy, Shane finds himself agreeing to a deal that forces him into proximity with his archenemy to save his parents' legacy.

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    Is it Casual Now? by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    12 Jan 2026

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    What happens if Ilya Rozanov doesn’t talk to Shane Hollander for more than a year?

    Or, Shane Hollander has a hoe phase

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    Shane Hollander goes Casual (so cool and unbothered) by

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    15 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander is tired of wanting someone he cannot have, and he’s dying as he waits for someone who will not stay. Someone who doesn’t want to stay, not when there are so many others waiting for him. Fun of another variety, Shane left a treat amongst many.

    It’s humiliating. It’s distracting. And it feels like shit.

    He wishes he could erase his feelings, move on as easily. In an effort to gain back control over the ‘situation’ that has become his romantic attraction to a notorious player, Shane attempts at imitating Ilya Rozanov’s methods until he perfects them and becomes as good as keeping it light and casual as his rival.

     

    Or Shane tries to Hoe Phase himself into a self discovery journey to choke and kill his feelings for Ilya Rozanov. Ilya is not the only who suffers from it, but he sure feels like he’s being choked and killed.

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