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    Five years into their marriage, Shane and Ilya’s love finally fractures under the weight of Ilya’s worsening depression. After a night apart, Ilya returns only to ask for a divorce, leaving Shane blindsided and devastated. As Shane struggles to understand what went wrong, Ilya convinces himself that walking away is the only way to protect the man he loves even if it destroys them both.

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    “I believe in the idea of soulmates, not saying you’re my one and only--" Connor
    “We’re soulmates” - Hudson

    “[The story] is about 2 people who are in love, who might not initially realize it but they are” - Jacob

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    SNL shows. Fashion Weeks. 3 seasons of filming. As the years blur, so does the space between them. A series of vignettes via alternating POVs that capture the slow-burn to romantic soulmates. Mainly HudCon but also has Hollanov S3 & even Ember & Ice~

    *Purely fictional / entertainment / no tie to IRL (and meant to stay within the safe space of ao3 only). My writing style tends to trend grounded, realistic if you’re into that :)

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    17 Mar 2026

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    A/U : A world where Hollanov breakup before they even get together

     

    There is no version of "them" that survives the real world. Shane has convinced himself of that. He’s traded the possibility of holding Ilya’s hand in a silent art gallery for the right to hoist a trophy in a screaming arena. He sees the end coming even if Ilya doesn't, so he steps up to be the villain the one to call timeout on their impossible fantasy. But looking at the wreckage in Ilya’s expression as he says the words, Shane realizes he hasn't saved them from anything. He’s just destroyed the only thing that mattered.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    In the months between Sochi and Vegas 2014, Shane Hollander decides he’s done watching Ilya from a distance.
    He stops waiting.
    Told through alternating POV, this fic explores what happens when Shane moves on, and what it does to Ilya to realize he doesn’t get to decide where Shane stays.
    It was never just sex. It was never just a game.
    And when Shane finally chooses steadiness, it changes the rules.
    And who is that man?

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    Shane is trying to build something honest.
    Ilya is trying not to lose him.
    And the silence they used to live inside is no longer an option.

    filled with angst. slow burn.

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    20 Feb 2026