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i will see your body bare (and still, i will live here) by betonlosingdogs
Fandoms: NCT (Band)
26 Jan 2022
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Here’s the anger, the nuclear option, ready to go to arms to defend Jaemin from himself. Jaemin can hear the misery trapped in Jeno's throat- he’s choking around it. “That’s so bullshit. You’re the goodest thing that’s ever been in the history of good.” The black of his eyes. Supermassive black hole, welling over.
Suddenly it’s too much, too soon. This is evisceration, and it hurts more than he thought it might. It feels fucking stupid. Several hours of today wasted in agony, and somehow the part involving the metaphorical heart is a thousand times worse than the body’s theatrics.
Or: Jaemin wakes up in pain. They have a lot of conversations about it.
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29 Jun 2024
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Minghao joins Alcoholics Anonymous when he's 27.
The last time he was in his high school gym, he was giving his valedictorian speech. Now, he’s saying “my name is Minghao and I’m an alcoholic” and trying not to throw up.
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30 Jun 2024
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It takes five years, three almost-kisses, and one massive mistake for Soonyoung to figure out what he wants.
Luckily, Minghao has known the whole time.
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03 Jun 2024
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The three-body problem describes how three objects move under one of the physical forces, such as gravity. Solutions of the three-body problem may be of an arbitrary complexity and are very far from being completely understood.
There's Jeno, and there's Jaemin, and then there's Doyoung. And the end of the world in-between.Bookmarked by softlu
27 May 2024
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Step 1: Get rejected.
Step 2: Hold somewhat of a stubborn grudge about it.
Step 3? Well, he's still figuring that part out.- Language:
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05 Feb 2024