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  1. Public Bookmark 71

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    It should be easy to tell what Hanbin's thinking. He opens his mouth to say those stupid three words, those words which he said only once and never again because of Zhang Hao’s reaction.

    Realisation floods Zhang Hao's face, eyes widening. He presses two fingers to Hanbin's lips. “Don’t,” he says softly. “Don’t ruin it.”


    Jeju, he discovers, can be its own world.

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    05 Oct 2024

  2. Public Bookmark 52

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    gyuvin— he smells like apples, faintly sweet, just a little tart, just at the edges of the iron. ricky smells like milk, heavy and creamy and warm. yujin smells like rust more than anything, and it terrifies zhang hao. sometimes he has to grab him and hold him as close as he can, just so he can make sure he’s safe, just so he can remind himself that he’s strong enough to withstand. matthew smells like citrus.

    matthew — he’s new, relatively speaking. to be fair, gyuvin and ricky and yujin and all the others that came with him are also new, when you look at it from the perspective of two hundred and seventy something years. zhang hao’s known a lot of people and he’s gotten to know a lot of scents. he’s known florals and fruits, people who’ve smelled like dust and earth and rain, people who’ve smelled like smoke, like cooked, savory meats.

    no one smells like sung hanbin.

    hanbin changes zhang hao's undeath life.

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    05 May 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 82

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    There are evil people in the world who would lure any rookie in like this just to watch them make one wrong move and decide to make their life miserable. But a weird part of him wants to show Hao he isn’t like that. Maybe it’s just their proximity in age.

    If only there was a way to figure this blurred line out without being vocally blatant or outright kissing him on the mouth. But that wouldn’t be right.

    If only Hanbin was a little braver.

    If only either one of those things wasn’t considered workplace harassment.

     

    Get your shit together, Sung Hanbin.

    Hao doesn't need to lift a finger to consume Hanbin from the inside out. But a handjob definitely helps. And then some.

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    09 Feb 2024

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    INSANE. MICHIN. THE AUTHOR IS GOD THREADING GOLD WITH THEIR WORDS. I'M NO LONGER AN ATHEIST AFTER THIS BUT I MIGHT AS WELL HAVE BECOME A BIT INSANE. PERFECT.

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    The language Zhang Hao knows best is that of victory, where first is only a place to reach and a prize to win. No other type of first has ever mattered. Then came Hanbin.

    “Hanbin,” Zhang Hao says, soft, dazed.

    For a few moments, that’s the only word he can think of. You’ll give me this too? is what he means. Hanbin stares up at him, eyes warm and dark, and Zhang Hao thinks he must understand. When it comes to firsts, Zhang Hao ripped through his own like the wrapping off a present, quick and efficient, impatient to get to something better. He’s determined to be careful with Hanbin’s, to tuck them close to his chest like something not just to be taken but also kept.

    “Hanbin-ah,” he says again, shakier now. “You don’t even know half the things you’re doing to me.”

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    06 Feb 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 22

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    If you had one year left on Earth before you became just another light in the night sky, what would you do?

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    31 Jan 2024

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    I FOUND IT AGAIN OMG!!!! i read this back in 2017 and it has never left my mind, one of the most beautiful and painful stuff i've read