soletsgoseethestars
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Sometimes, when Seongje looks at him, it feels like he’s eating at his own heart. He can’t reach Hyuntak’s, so he reaches for that which belongs to him.
It’s the same reason why he beats him black and blue (ha, maybe blue isn’t always so bad.) He wants to connect the two; beating heart, beaten body, rinse repeat. If the body and heart are the same, then hurting one becomes touching the other.
It’s fucked, he knows this. His psyche is royally twisted the fuck up, but that doesn’t matter. The only thing that matters is having a piece of Hyuntak irrevocably his, something not even Humin and his stupid strong hands, and his stupid strong moral code, and he’s stupid, he’s stupid he’sstupidhe’sstupidhe’s—
The only thing that matters is the push and pull between them, the anger he can rouse in Hyuntak that no one else can, the damage he’s printed so deep into him that not even Humin and his fucking cock could reach that far.
aka; 5 times Hyuntak doesn't let Seongje have him, and one time he does
(or um a character study on seongje and how he wants hyuntak ?? idk i was listening to sex by 1975 and birthed this in one sitting)
Bookmarked by mymoonmyman (soletsgoseethestars)
01 Jul 2026