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  1. Public Bookmark 16

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    Maybe Atsushi was a beast. But maybe it was okay. There, under Ryuunosuke's body weight.

    Under Ryuunosuke’s touch, his body was worshiped. No matter how gentle or harsh the grip, one thing didn’t change. Ryuunosuke always touched him, like he couldn’t let go. Like Atsushi was something, someone worth holding on to. Like Atsushi was everything. Like he was addicted to it, to Atsushi’s taste, to his skin, to Atsushi, himself, as a whole. Atsushi knew this feeling. He felt the same for Ryuunosuke.
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    or: atsushi has had a complicated relationship with touch; with akutagawa, its easy to associate touch with something else. maybe touch doesnt always have to hurt

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    10 Oct 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 80

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    "There was nothing else to do though after that. So he moped, sulked, and then decided to get rejected and hopefully move on.

    The Jinko had practice with rejecting people (Ryuunosuke did not stalk the people who asked Jinko to hang out and then confessed to him.  It was merely a coincidence that he saw all of those moments. And was close enough to interfere the moment the Jinko looked uncomfortable) so Ryuunosuke knew that he would let him down in a way that did not make Ryuunosuke want to pull a Dazai-san.

    Yes, Ryuunosuke was going to confess.

    And then he was going to move the fuck on."

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    akutagawa deals with his feelings for atsushi poorly and dramatically but it works out anyway

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    10 Oct 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This is gold.

    Spent one half giggling and the other being stressed with them

  3. Public Bookmark 29

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    By the time Ryuunosuke reached his twentieth birthday, he had gone through a good dozen different brands of medication and tried at least ten “alternative-style medicine” of some kind.
    By the time Ryuunosuke reached his twentieth birthday, his rage had died down, reduced to mere sparks and bounds of anger, like a dog that was too beat up to fight and could only growl.
    By the time Ryuunosuke reached his twentieth birthday, he was tired. The kind of tired old people would get, something that was bone-deep and anchored into his body.
    And by the time Ryuunosuke reached his twentieth birthday and met Dazai-san once again - this time on opposite sides and with another boy in Ryuunosuke’s place - he had become… negligent.

    Ryuunosuke Akutagawa on being cursed to live a short life.

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    10 Oct 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Angst and hope <3

  4. Public Bookmark 23

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    “I…” Atsushi said, faltering, raising a hand to cover his mouth; his teeth stained red with the blood spilling from Akutagawa’s lips.
    “I’m sorry.”

    Akutagawa scoffed, grabbing the other by the collar of their coat and pulling him back in- “You really are a wild beast,” he muttered, before shoving their mouths back together and into a tantalizing lovers' embrace.

    Akutagawa had many stone walls put up- made to protect him, his family, his budding career.
    The last thing he expected was for the White Reaper- his greatest enemy, and also his strongest love- to break them all, with just a single touch.

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    07 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 45

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    "You'll have to forgive Atsushi here," Dazai says in a singsong tone. "He's suffering from a temporary bout of memory loss. Atsushi-kun, this is your partner, Akutagawa Ryuunosuke."

    His partner?

    Out on assignment with Akutagawa, Atsushi gets hit by an ability that causes amnesia.

    When he wakes up, he has a lot of questions.

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    05 Oct 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Theyre the most embarassing awkward lovesick duo ever i love it