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"Do you wanna know what i wished for when blowing the candles?" Saku asks suddenly.
Yushi swallows, the tentative calm threatened once again.
"For Sion to stop getting into your bed?"
Saku laughs, a small, sharp thing.
"I don't think that's possible. Although..." He fiddles with one of the keychains on his bag. There's still way too many, even if a lot have worn down or gotten lost at some point. "I didn't really wish for something possible either.”
Sakuya turns 20.
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29 Apr 2026
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Sakuya wonders, during those rare evenings when him and Yushi are left alone in their room — if Yushi can see it, if Yushi can see... him. The thought is both scary and exhilarating.
What does he see? A small boy wishing to be an idol? A cute doll, like what Ryo calls him? An adorable dongsaeng to take care of? A fellow member yet to grow into himself?
But that's not how it feels at all.
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29 Apr 2026
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Sakuya misses the days he could just enjoy it — Yushi's touch and Yushi's soft laugh, when they would play silly games to pass time waiting before music shows and have their own alien language. When it was simple. Easy. When he'd have fun and maybe feel a little special over Yushi seeking his company, clinging to him on occasion, climbing into his bed for comfort.
Now, mingled with joy is the painful knowledge that it's just Sakuya, alone with his stupid, unnecessary feelings, with Yushi none the wiser.
And Sakuya has been so good at getting over it, so why is Yushi sitting there, hugging him, mumbling sweet nothings into his neck?
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29 Apr 2026
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Sakuya has such plump lips. He's learned so well what to do with them.
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29 Apr 2026
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Sakuya can’t figure out why he’s the only one to have never been told no, why Yushi’s boundaries seem to not exist for Sakuya in particular. Sakuya wants to know. He wants to make Yushi break to the point of finally pushing him away. He wants to see exactly how far he can go.
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29 Apr 2026