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  1. Public Bookmark 34

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    It becomes a pattern.

    It becomes a little like a routine. Something he can optimize and control. This part of his day, he knows exactly what he's doing and what to expect. It’s rhythmic.

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    Shane develops an eating disorder when he's sixteen.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    The second Shane hit the ice, Ilya knew something was wrong. Bood didn’t mean to hit him, it was a clean play and an even cleaner hit. A regular hockey hit. But the way Shane landed and slid into the boards, seeing the blood but not knowing where it was coming from, had Ilya’s heart stopping. Even now, almost three hours later, it didn’t feel like his heart had started again. He could hear Bood in the bed next to him asking him something, but all he could do was refresh the tab ‘shane hollander injury update’ and hope some news article somehow leaked information. He knew he didn’t actually want that to happen because Shane deserved privacy, but he was dying inside not knowing if his boyfriend was okay.

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    All Shane knew was he was in pain, the medication wasn’t masking it, and he needed Ilya. His parents were both in the room, as was Hayden, doing their best to figure out how to get ‘ily to the hospital.

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    what if instead of montreal/boston shane got hurt in ottawa/montreal but no one knows they’re together & Irina foundation doesn’t exist yet & what if the injury was just a little bit worse? (not entirely canon timeline)

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    23 Apr 2026

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    It's Shane's first game against the Metros. He is struggling handle all the big emotions that come with facing them.

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    18 Apr 2026

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    Shane is miserable, Shane is depressed, Shane wants to give up.
    Ilya will never let him, and if he has to drag his boyfriend to another country to make sure he is looked after. He will.

    Shane will be signing with Boston and Ilya will wrap his precious in blankets.

    Shane needs to stop assuming people hate him and his gayness.

    Starts in 2019, Ilya and Shane have been dating for like 20 months at this point.

    Important tag - Shane is a bad narrator and will assume the worst. People are not what Shane assumes.

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    11 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 54

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    Shane and Ilya have a fight. That fight bleeds into their playing on ice and Ilya accidentally goes too far and lets his frustration take over resulting in Shane getting injured. Yuna and David are not aware of Shane and Ilya (the cottage pasta scene was cute but it didn't happen here) Shane feels entirely too much and begins a phase of self-destruction to cope.

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    09 Apr 2026