5 Works by squeezesurnuts
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They Deserve To Breathe (I Crave Your Warmth) by squeezesurnuts
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
24 Nov 2024
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She swore to herself she would never become an entitled, self-absorbed Piltovian, that she was better than that. But, was she? Was she really mindful of her privilege when she used the very same vents her mother built to spray the Grey into the Undercity, endangering the lives of hundreds of innocents, in hopes of weeding out her mother’s killer? Was she really better than the average Piltovian who trampled over the lives of innocent Zaunite civilians just to get what they want?
Grieving for a mother was a privilege hundreds of people from Zaun never had the opportunity to have.
- an attempt to gauge Caitlyn's perspective through certain moments in season 2
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You Promised Me You Wouldn't Change by squeezesurnuts
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
09 Nov 2024
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So why.
Why is she crying now, irrepressible tears streaming down her dust-covered cheeks when Caitlyn shoves the barrel of her gun into her gut that sends her tumbling to her knees?
She's taken worse pain than this. Ten times worse. A hundred times worse.
This should feel like nothing but a featherlight touch of metal against her skin.
Then why does it hurt so much???
Why is she crying???
-an introspective drabble of vi spiraling when caitlyn leaves
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“And what makes you think you’re good for Fyodor?” Chuuya’s voice is quiet.
At this, Dazai throws her head back and guffaws, drawing the attention of the people around them. She laughs and laughs, wiping tears of mirth from her eyes. Chuuya stands before her, jaw clenched, a fire igniting in her chest.
In a shitty club at three in the fucking morning, with her hair and makeup a horrendous mess, Dazai has no right to look so beautiful.
“Oh no, no, you got it all wrong, tiny person who looks like my slug girlfriend,” Dazai finally says after reeling in her giggles, “Even I wouldn’t consider myself as trash as her. Fyodor and I are long over. I wouldn’t get back with her if you paid me a million dollars. Good fucking riddance. Besides…”
She pauses to take in a breath before muttering in a small voice, “No matter how much of an asshole she is, I’ve got a girlfriend that I wouldn’t trade for the world.”
Or: Dazai and Chuuya learn that communicating is apparently a requirement in relationships.
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- Part 1 of The Half I'll Always Need
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Qi Rong reached inside his robe, his palm clutching tightly what was hidden inside. What the fuck was he thinking??? Did he really want to do this? Did he dare do this?? He never, not in all the eight hundred years he’s lived for, ever once considered such a thing.
He hated to admit it, but Qi Rong really can’t lose this son of his, no matter how cheap and worthless he may be. And as he felt him slowly pull out what was hidden inside his robe, the more sure he was of what he was about to do.
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‘Zhan-ge, I’m truly sorry. I’m sorry I couldn’t save you. I couldn’t heal your wounds completely. I should have told you this that day but you aren’t flawed. Not to me, you aren’t. The world wasn’t fair to you and I was ready to stand by your side. I’m sorry you succumbed to it. I still love you and as long as this warmth in my chest remains, I’ll still love you. As long as I continue to love skateboarding, I’ll always love you.’
Skateboarding was Wang Yibo’s life, but after his love, Xiao Zhan's passing, Yibo had never felt so disconnected from it. He thought he would never feel the comfortable warmth in his chest he experienced when he skated ever again. But upon visiting memorable locations that hold dear to his relationship with Xiao Zhan, he discovers the interconnection he has with his love for skateboarding and his love for his Xiao Zhan.