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  1. Public Bookmark 93

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    “I would’ve gone with you, you know. If you’d asked me to.”

    Chuuya glanced lazily over at the brunette, but Dazai’s eyes were closed, his breathing deep and even.

    The shorter man let a quiet sigh flutter past his lips. Of course the bastard had fallen asleep again. He just didn’t appreciate good cinema.

    Chuuya rolled his eyes as he reached for the TV remote to turn the movie off.

    “I know.” A voice suddenly breathed into the heavy air, so soft Chuuya almost didn’t hear it over the steady thrum of TV static. His eyes snapped back to Dazai’s, which were open now and clouded over like the sky before a rainstorm. “I know. I just— I couldn’t, so I…” He trailed off again.

    It wasn’t in Dazai’s nature to apologise but that was probably as close as Chuuya was gonna get. The worst part was that he understood it all already; he knew leaving the mafia had torn Dazai in two, but knowing didn’t make it hurt any less.

    “Yeah, I know.”

     

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    Dazai makes it out of Meursault alive, but not exactly unscathed. He tries to adjust to civilian life with its civilian setbacks while struggling to navigate the newly awkward relationship with his oldest friend and enemy, Chuuya.

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    04 Dec 2023

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    “Tecchou-san,” he choked out in a gasp, “I can’t–“

    But Tecchou simply stared at Jouno, rendered helpless at the sight unfolding in front of him.

    Desperate, Jouno sucked in a sharp breath, exhaled it in a panicked half-sob, and managed to increase his pulse even further. He opened his mouth, his brows furrowed, his face ashen pale. “I can’t hear–

    Tecchou’s mind blanked. He staggered backwards and felt his stomach drop to the bottom of his feet.

    “...What?”

    Or: Jouno gets seriously injured saving Tecchou and Tecchou falls in love in a hospital

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    23 Aug 2023

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  3. Public Bookmark 25

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    If Dazai was a little more sober, he might have felt guilty at spewing another web of lies right before his father’s face, but he was still a tad high, and too enthralled by his newest friend. He never really gets excited, or happy, but when he thinks about his night and the time they spent laughing at nothing was the most alive he’s felt in years. So, to answer the question of if he feels guilty? The answer is no. Dazai couldn’t really give a shit.

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    SKK if they were in Euphoria

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    01 Jul 2023

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    “Four months from now will be the seven year anniversary of when you and Osamu Dazai released your hugely successful first and only album Double Black and its diamond single Corruption. After performing with Dazai earlier this year, are you planning anything special to celebrate?”

    “Corruption is insanely overrated, and I would prefer to never hear Dazai’s voice for the rest of my fucking life.”

    gorgeous art by @Letnia919 and liz

     

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    29 Apr 2023

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    Chuuya Nakahara is fifteen and he's angry at the world. This causes... incidents, also known as 'destruction of property charges' leading to... consequences, also known as 'court mandated group therapy'. This gives rise to a whole 'nother problem in Chuuya's life, also known as Dazai Osamu.

    Or: Chuuya and Dazai discover that healing isn't linear, but that doesn't mean it isn't worth the journey.

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    08 Apr 2023

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