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• Am I alive? by ssxff

  Fandoms: Dream SMP, Minecraft (Video Game)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Multi, Other
  • Work in Progress

  13 Feb 2026

  Tags

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  • Technoblade & TommyInnit (Video Blogging RPF)
  • Technoblade & Phil Watson | Philza
  • Wilbur Soot & Technoblade
  • Wilbur Soot & Technoblade & TommyInnit & Phil Watson | Philza
  • Clay | Dream & Technoblade (Video Blogging RPF)
  • Technoblade (Video Blogging RPF)
  • Technoblade's Chat (Video Blogging RPF)
  • TommyInnit (Video Blogging RPF)
  • Wilbur Soot
  • Phil Watson | Philza
  • Clay | Dream (Video Blogging RPF)
  • Wilbur Soot and Technoblade and TommyInnit are Siblings
  • Twins Wilbur Soot & Technoblade
  • Technoblade-centric (Video Blogging RPF)
  • Technoblade is Bad at Feelings (Video Blogging RPF)
  • Alternate Universe - Modern Setting
  • Technoblade Needs a Hug (Video Blogging RPF)
  • Tommy Needs a Hug (The Last of Us)
  • Mental Health Issues
  • References to Depression
  • Technoblade has PTSD
  • Violence
  • Blood and Violence
  • Technoblade Hears Voices (Video Blogging RPF)
  • it is a mental issue too
  • Wilbur Soot Has BPD | Borderline Personality Disorder
  • Clay | Dream & Technoblade Friendship (Video Blogging RPF)
  • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
  • vent - Freeform
  • ik this fandom is dead ty
  • Eating Disorders
  • Dissociation

  Summary

  Maybe I'm not. Maybe I'm dead.

  In a way, I really hope that.

  ...

  or Technoblade has enough trauma and Wilbur gives more to that! (It's more complicated than that).
  Technoblade and Wilbur are twins, since the first time they opened their eyes, they stayed together no matter what.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  2,890

  Chapters:

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  Kudos:

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