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• i wish you could see the hate in my head. by starfcker_inc

  Fandoms: Ride the Cyclone: A New Musical - Maxwell & Richmond  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Gen
  • Complete Work

  10 Dec 2025

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Noel Gruber
  • misha bachynskyi mention
  • also ocean oconnell rosenberg mention
  • noels mom is there in spirit
  • yes i spell mishas name THE CORRECT WAY
  • House Party
  • No Dialogue
  • Cold Weather
  • Saint Cassian Chamber Choir Survives the Cyclone
  • penny still dies #dgaf about her
  • noel is a big fat hater
  • noel lowk nonchalant tho
  • Short & Sweet
  • Short One Shot
  • takes place in 2009
  • Period-Typical Homophobia
  • POV First Person
  • Noel Gruber Needs a Hug
  • noels dad sucks

  Summary

  Noel gets ditched at a party by Misha and kind of hates everything.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  643

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Kudos:

  2

  Hits:

  57

• sometimes i think i can see right through myself. by starfcker_inc

  Fandoms: The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Outsiders (1983)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Gen
  • Complete Work

  07 Dec 2025

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Ponyboy Curtis
  • Sodapop Curtis
  • Darrel "Darry" Curtis Jr.
  • steve is mentioned like once
  • twobit is also mentioned like once
  • No Beta We Die Like Johnny Cade
  • Self-Harm
  • author is tired asf
  • Timeskip
  • author doesn't know how to write apparently
  • yes the title is a nine inch nails lyric
  • I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping
  • kind of ass but i don't care
  • Ponyboy Curtis Needs a Hug
  • POV Ponyboy Curtis
  • i don't think ponyboy stayed gold but that's my opinion
  • am i doing too much with these tags
  • Dead Johnny Cade and Dallas Winston
  • never brought up in the fic but trans ponyboy i guess
  • Ponyboy Curtis is Not Okay
  • Everyone kind of sucks
  • johnnyboy if you really really squint
  • AU
  • i don't care about twttin depressed ponyboy is my Roman empire

  Summary

  Ponyboy is losing it. That's it. That's the story.

   

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  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,688

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  3

  Kudos:

  21

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  296