13 Works by starkstateofmind
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Time Flows Through Brave Beginnings by starkstateofmind
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime & Manga)
18 Feb 2026
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“What the hell is your problem?” Megumi asked, planting his other hand on the bed beside Yuuji’s shoulder.
Yuuji looked up at the other boy, at his blue eyes and his messy hair falling into them and the way his lower lip was just slightly wet.
“I really want you to kiss me, Fushiguro,” he said, plainly.
He watched Megumi’s expression freeze and felt his body tense. Megumi’s eyes searched his face again, always mistrusting, but Yuuji didn’t have a scrap of dishonesty in him anymore.
“Oh,” Megumi said, more of a breath than a word. His grip on Yuuji’s wrist was starting to hurt.
“C’mon don’t chicken out—”
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All those things you always wanted by starkstateofmind
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
19 Sep 2024
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Yuuji laughed again, sliding lower so his head was on Megumi’s pillow. “What’s it about?” he asked, opening the book and flipping through the pages.
“It’s a murder mystery. In Poland.” Megumi moved to lie on his side facing Yuuji, his back pressed flat to the wall behind him. The bed was too small for both of them but Megumi didn’t mind the proximity. Yuuji had a line of dark hair that went up from the waistband of his pajama pants over his belly button and almost reaching his chest. Megumi couldn’t remember if he’d had it before.
“Poland?” Yuuji frowned at the book.
Megumi watched his face, the dip of his cupid’s bow flattening as he pursed his lips.
“Read it to me,” Yuuji said, snapping the book shut and holding it across his chest toward Megumi.
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Little Pieces of the Nothing that Fall by starkstateofmind
Fandoms: Trigun Stampede (Anime 2023), Trigun (Anime & Manga 1995-2008)
09 Mar 2023
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Nick huffed a laugh, his face now so close to those blue eyes, to Vash’s skin which was turning rosy and warm. Water from Nick’s hair dripped onto Vash’s cheek.
“You drive me crazy, Tongari,” Nick whispered, eyes searching Vash’s face for something, for permission, for a reflection of his own desire that was eating him from the inside out.
Vash’s smile was crooked now, somehow open and inscrutable at the same time. “What are you going to do about it?”
Nick swallowed, the tension between them as palpable as the new sunlight warming his damp shoulders. Vash was so beautiful. He was everything and he was impossible, this was impossible—
(It rains. Vash loves it. Wolfwood loves Vash. That's it.)
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She Speaks Like Silence by starkstateofmind
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
29 Jan 2023
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“You just wanted to see him,” he growled, putting his hand back on the wheel and taking the next right toward their neighborhood.
“That’s not true.” Rei’s voice was flat.
Was it too on the nose to say she was glacial? That she was like an alpine lake, cold and still, onto which Enji skipped the stones of his emotions only to watch them sink wordlessly into the dark?
She hadn’t always been like this. But, he supposed, he hadn’t always been the way he was either. This had felt hopeful, once. As if, maybe, they could beat the odds despite being in a marriage neither of them particularly wanted. He’d felt what he thought was love, or at least camaraderie, between them when Touya was born. And Fuyumi. But now, he wasn’t sure what that had been, if anything.
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Do I get callous or do I stay tender? by starkstateofmind
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
29 Jun 2022
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Hawks finds Enji's old UA yearbook in a closet at Enji's house and looking through it reminds Enji of how difficult the years after losing his father were and how an internship during his last year of high school turned into yet another bad memory.
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Tougher Than The Rest by starkstateofmind
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
09 Jun 2022
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“Enji?” Hawks whispered as Enji’s hand gripped his hip and pulled him onto his side with his back to Enji’s chest.
Enji just sighed and tugged Hawks in close to his chest, the hand on Hawks’s hip sliding lower and pushing up the edge of his boxer briefs to cup his ass before sliding down the length of his thigh.
Hawks shivered, pressing back into Enji at the touch and feeling Enji’s half hard cock twitch against him through the fabric of Enji’s sweatpants.
“Were you waiting up for me, big guy?” Hawks murmured, a smile curling one corner of his mouth.
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twin flame by starkstateofmind
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
21 Mar 2022
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“It’s fucking freezing out here,” he said, shaking his wings out in a way Enji had come to recognize as a nervous habit before turning and taking a couple steps towards the door.
Enji dropped his cigarette butt on the pavement and ground it out with the heel of his dress shoe. He knew if he let Hawks leave now, he wouldn’t talk to him for the rest of the night and he’d lose whatever chance he had left.
“What do you want from me?” Enji asked, keeping his voice low.
Hawks turned, literally bristling, his wings pulling in close. “Excuse me?”
Enji looked him in the eye, keeping his expression neutral. “When we’re alone, you’re all over me and when we’re not, you act like you don’t even like me. And I need to know what you want because I can’t keep guessing.”
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- Part 3 of twin flame
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surrender for you by starkstateofmind
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
15 Mar 2022
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It was the midmorning, Enji told himself. There was no reason Fuyumi would come home now. The school day was well underway and she’d be home at her usual time in the afternoon. Shoto was living at UA and Natsuo was living at the university so why was Enji this nervous?
“We’re alone?” Hawks turned around and looked at Enji, his hands in the pockets of his uniform pants. His shoulders were relaxed but his face wasn’t, his grin turning predatory.
That was why, Enji thought, running a hand over the stubble on his jaw and nodding. “Yes.”
Hawks’s grin widened even further and he took a step toward Enji. “I’m starting to think you didn’t invite me over to have a strategy meeting.”
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- Part 2 of twin flame
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just the three of us (you, me, and all that stuff we're so scared of) by starkstateofmind
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
14 Mar 2022
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The unfiltered air in the bedroom was cool against his face. He was getting well enough to be out of the respirator for an hour or two every day now. Enji cupped Keigo’s jaw and ran his thumb over Keigo’s cheek.
“Why weren’t they shaving your face at the hospital?” Enji asked, voice soft but nearly indignant. It was cute.
“Didn’t ask,” Keigo rasped, the first words he’d said out loud in over 24 hours stinging his throat.
Enji huffed, rolling his eyes and dropping his hand. “You shouldn’t have to ask for something like that.”
[Takes place after the fight with Dabi but before the press conference with Best Jeanist.]
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it must get obvious enough by starkstateofmind
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
08 Mar 2022
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Hawks laughed, his wings rustling. “As if I would ever even try to make Endeavor do anything.”
His hand gripped Enji’s hair with renewed vigor, his surprising strength pinning Enji’s head down to the the sofa, Hawks leaning over him so they were almost kissing again but not quite.
“Please, Enji.”
Christ. Enji looked up at him, at his honey colored eyes which were feigning a saccharine expression but barely containing Hawks’s mirth, his mouth which was puffy from kissing curling up at one corner, highlighting the beginning of light blonde stubble decorating his cupid’s bow, his messy blonde hair falling across his forehead.
Lord help him.
“I– uh.” Enji could feel his face flushing again, wondering if Hawks could feel the radiant heat from it at this distance. “I– like. Having. My tits played with.”
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- Part 1 of twin flame
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you think you could help me swim but I've already sunk by starkstateofmind
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga)
08 Mar 2022
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“Hey, it’s just me.” Yuuji’s hand rubbed a small circle over Megumi’s upper back.
“I know, that’s the problem.” Megumi opened his eyes. There hadn’t been anything in his stomach and now there was just spit and bile and blood in the bowl in front of him.
“Aw, you hate me that much?” Yuuji laughed softly, his hip pressing against Megumi’s thigh. “Dude, you know you’re like… really sweaty?”
“I hate you. I really do.” Megumi set the bowl back on the beside table and let himself lie back down, resolutely not looking at Yuuji.
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just another recovering heart by starkstateofmind
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
06 Mar 2022
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“Bakugou?”
A jolt goes through Katsuki’s stomach at that voice. It’s a little slurred with sleep but it’s definitely…
“What the hell are you doing down here, Shitty Hair?”
Katsuki turns around and glares into the corner of the common area where Kirishima’s voice is coming from, the light from the floor lamp making him squint.
Kirishima laughs but there’s no humor in it. “Fell asleep trying to finish my algebra homework.”
Katsuki sighs. “Go to bed.”
(Basically takes place right after the s4 episode "Gutsy Red Riot." Katsuki is moping about failing the licensing exam and Eijirou is a perfect angel boy.)
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The Devil Himself by starkstateofmind
Fandoms: Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood & Manga, Fullmetal Alchemist - All Media Types
27 Oct 2020
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Roy is standing in the hallway. His hair is slicked back like he wears it sometimes at formal occasions. Otherwise, he’s dressed in civilian clothes: a pressed button down and a suit jacket. He’s holding a dozen red roses and wearing an expression she’s only seen on him before battle. Nervous.
“Lieutenant━ Riza,” he says, his voice huskier than usual. “Can I come in?”