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You arrive at Trost State University on an exchange scholarship with one rule: this is temporary.
You've spent your entire life proving you're worth keeping-training your body, sharpening your ambition, becoming whatever the world asked of you in order to survive in Marley as an Eldian. Paradis is supposed to be temporary. A pause. A place to breathe while the storm you created blows over back in Marley.
Instead, it gives you everything you tried to leave behind.
Old friends you've missed. Old truths you want to ignore. And of course; an attractive stranger who quickly becomes the bane of your existence here in Paradis.
Jean Kirstein-sharp-tongued, stubborn, and infuriatingly familiar. A hockey player who calls you out for wanting more. For wanting out. For refusing to accept the identity you were born into.
You clash over pride, survival, and the choices that shaped you both. But beneath the tension is something harder to ignore-an unfinished connection, a promise that never really stayed broken.
Because some lives don't drift apart.
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when your childhood acquaintance—enemy, really—eren jaeger transfers to your high school in liberio on a random october morning, you decide, against all better judgment, to try and befriend him. he sits alone every day, hood up, jaw tight, looking like he hates the world and everyone in it. you remember him just enough to feel responsible, maybe even a little guilty, so you sit across from him. you talk. you try. he responds by being blunt, rude, and entirely unimpressed by your existence. what starts as a small act of kindness quickly turns into daily arguments, sarcastic comments, and a mutual refusal to back down.
yet somewhere between him calling you a klutz and rolling his eyes at everything you say, he becomes the one catching you before you fall and walking you home without admitting he is. by graduation, the hostility has softened into something dangerously close to affection, and somehow you both end up at the same university, still orbiting each other in that same volatile way. but when someone from his life back in shinganshina reenters it, the fragile thing growing between you—however undefined, however complicated—is suddenly put into jeopardy.
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They say some people are born under constellations that burn out too soon.
You were one of them—content in stillness, in the quiet rhythm of rain-washed Seattle nights, until the universe decided to collide you with him.
Dragged out of your comfort zone by your reckless best friend, one impulsive night behind the wheel of a borrowed Mustang changes everything. You crash headfirst into the world of Paradis—an underground racing crew that moves faster than the law, faster than sense, faster than fate itself.
And in that chaos, you meet him.Eren Jaeger is everything you were warned to stay away from: chaos in human form, a boy who drives like he’s chasing death and laughs when he almost catches it.
And yet, when he looks at you, it feels like coming home. Like you’ve been running toward him all your life without realizing it.What begins as debt and danger becomes something else—something that burns beneath your skin every time he looks at you.
And the faster you go, the closer you get to the truth:
You were never just crossing paths.
You were always on a collision course, travelling at light speed towards your inevitability. -
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𝚋𝚛𝚒𝚍𝚐𝚎𝚛𝚝𝚘𝚗 / 𝚙𝚛𝚒𝚍𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚓𝚞𝚍𝚒𝚌𝚎 𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚙𝚒𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚑𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚌𝚊𝚕 𝚊𝚞 | 𝐉𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐊𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐢𝐧 𝐱 𝐟𝐞𝐦 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫
━━ 𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐂𝐈𝐓 𝐀𝐅𝐅𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐒
❝ and that's the thing about illicit affairs
and clandestine meetings and longing stares
it's born from just one single glance
but it dies, and it dies, and it dies
a million little times. ❞The Kingdom of Eldia, 1800s.
Dukes are expected to be untouchable, young ladies are groomed for marriage, and dreaming beyond either is considered dangerous.
Miss Y/N Hawthorne has never been good at obedience. Jean Kirstein was never meant to inherit a title. When society forces them into a courtship of convenience to silence scandal, neither expects deception to turn into something far more illicit.
Because in Eldia, marriages are celebrated-but falling in love where one ought not to is unforgivable.
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A story of a girl who can't recognize faces and the boy who brings her forget-me-nots as if to say: remember me, please.
people say that on the night of December 3rd, during the first snowfall of the year, three people died-but only one stopped breathing. Y/N can't remember faces anymore, only the hush of laughter in the dark and the scent of cologne on a winter jacket. She can't remember how Sasha looked at the end, or the boy who's always been there, just out of reach. Connie Springer doesn't know what to do with that. They were never close-just part of the same group bound by Sasha's laughter. Now, Sasha's gone, and every time he looks at Y/N, he sees what they lost. Two souls orbiting the same grief, tethered by the memory of a girl who's no longer there.
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Sleeping didn't come as easy as it used to. Bokuto knew this, and now Akaashi did, too.
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Method Acting by seeingivy
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan, 進撃の巨人 | Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan (Movies), 進撃！巨人中学校 | Shingeki! Kyojin Chuugakkou | Attack on Titan: Junior High, 進撃の巨人 反撃の狼煙 | Shingeki no Kyojin: Hangeki no Noroshi | Attack on Titan: Counterattack's Beacon (TV), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
28 May 2025
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Method acting is a very powerful skill. Using your own personal, physical, and emotional self and pouring it into the character on the screen makes for a powerful performance. Except when it's you and Eren - you're not sure where the acting starts, and real life begins.
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The journey of two galaxies as they slowly collide . . .
In desperate search of solace, wearing two losses on your hands like thick textured gloves, you arrive at Trost State University in an attempt to live out a dream you once shared with someone dear.
There, eating off the bone of sheer chance, your present is greeted by your past, and you find your life intertwining with a group of close-knit friends. Lingering in their shadows, close behind, is an art student named Jean Kirstein, with a cold exterior, heavy-bagged eyes, and unpredictable behavior. It's not long before your heads clash, but what happens when your hearts begin to do the same?
𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧
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