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Seungmin wants it to hurt, wants to feel claimed and loved in a different way. But maybe it doesn’t matter what he wants, not if he can’t even figure out how to properly bring it up.
Seungmin's boyfriends treat him too delicately, and he's not sure how to tell them he'd really like to be railed within an inch of his life.
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01 Jul 2025
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The assistant director lays the stack of scripts down gingerly, perhaps almost reverently. Minho folds one hand over the other and hopes it will be enough to hide the slight tremor that he can already feel setting in. His eyes scan the front page, before returning back to the title. There it is, bold black on stark white, all capitalised: RED STRING THEORY.
He blinks. He doesn’t quite know what he had been expecting, but this is not that.
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or, Minho has been Jisung's bandmate, best friend and self-proclaimed soulmate for years now — becoming his acting partner in an uncomfortably BL-adjacent drama won't change anything, surely.
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22 Jun 2025
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Jisung had always been a little curious. He wasn’t sure what held him back other than the lifelong socialization of drugs are bad and his grandma would cry if she knew her precious Jisung toyed with the devil’s lettuce. He never knew anyone who smoked until he got to college. He was actually a little surprised when he found out all of his friends… partook. He was even more surprised when he learned his boyfriend was one of them. Minho had blushed and said he doesn’t do it that often, that he didn’t bring it up because he didn’t want to make Jisung uncomfortable. He was a little offended by that — Jisung is cool! He can hang! He wouldn’t be uncomfortable if his friends or his boyfriend smoked around him, he would just be… unfamiliar.
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03 Jun 2025
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“Want me to knot you?”
Jisung freezes.
Reboots. He forgets everything that was on his mind: grades, thesis paper, finals, everything.
He still hasn't forgotten the first time Minho suggested this. Still thinks it's a fever dream he conjured up even though he woke up the next morning with Minho curled up beside him with the alpha's cum leaking out.
But they never spoke about it. Went about life like it's normal to knot and be knotted by your best friend and it did feel normal.
Jisung just thought it would never happen again.
“Yes please.”
Jisung doesn't know why he doesn't shy away or say no or laugh like it's a big joke and then continue eating.
The thought of Minho's knot being stuffed inside him again is the only thing racking his brain now.
Minho smiles and reaches over to tickle the underside of Jisung's chin, “Good boy. So polite.”
Knot-sitting between friends is completely normal. So what if Jisung harbors feelings for his alpha best friend? Doesn't mean he can't sit on his knot for pure platonic reasons. Right?
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02 Jun 2025
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From closer, it’s clear that Minho is about his age. He’s handsome— very much so— in an untouchable sort of way. Straight nose, sharp eyes, a defined cupid’s bow. He looks sculpted rather than born. Jisung might shrink under the weight of his presence if the situation were different.
Knowing that Minho is dying ruins the illusion of perfection.
Jisung answers an ad online reading: "I'm going to die, but there's a lot of things I haven't done yet that I don't want to do alone."
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27 Apr 2025