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Draco gets a surprise visitor as he finishes packing up his house for his move to Argentina. The last time he'd spoken with him was when he was having his heart broken.
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Excerpt from "Confessions of a Former Death Eater" by Draco Malfoy by subdued_ponderings
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
26 Mar 2022
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Draco Malfoy's upcoming memoir is a brave retelling on his childhood; He Who Must Not Be Named; the wizarding war; coming out; and his life with partner Harry Potter. A decade on from the Death Eater trials that signified the end of a dark era in wicca history, the Daily Prophet has an exclusive excerpt from the highly anticipated work that is due to be released later this year.
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The White Hat Situation by MinaLogan
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Apr 2026
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Ilya really likes Shane’s backwards hat.
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27 Apr 2026
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“No, Ilya. This is where you eat!”
“Exactly. This is where I eat.” Ilya grinned and gestured Shane to move faster. “And now I’m going to eat my afternoon snack.”
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11 Apr 2026
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Heaven Has Got Nothing On Us (Oh, I Love You Even When My Body Turns to Dust) by overlycaffeinatedgalaxy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Jan 2026
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The moment Ilya slips the wedding band onto Shane’s finger, it feels like the world goes quiet for the first time in his life.
Peaceful in a way Shane has never known.
They’re married. Husbands.
And Shane is excited for all of the firsts that lie ahead of them as a married couple.
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28 Mar 2026
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No, Ilya isn’t a martyr, but he isn’t selfish either.
Tonight he wants to be selfish.
Ilya wants to use Shane. He wants to use his willingness, his body, his everything to make himself feel better.
It’s a truth. Maybe an ugly one, but one that he owes to both himself and to Shane to accept. Tonight will be about him.
And Shane, for his part, is a willing participant in it all.
‘I want to be useful,’ he had said.
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18 Mar 2026
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"Stop asking me if it's okay. If I want it. You're always, like—whatever. I'm not one of your fucking girls, okay? If I don't like it, I'll stop you. I can make you stop."
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