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  1. Public Bookmark 14

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    Bdubs fills stadiums. Etho sits in the car.

    They've been together for five years. No one knows. Bdubs thinks the secrecy is a kindness — that he's shielding Etho from a world that would eat him alive. He's probably right. Etho wears a mask in public so he can stand next to his own partner without being recognized, and he tells himself that's fine. That the ache is worth it. That as long as he can still reach out and touch Bdubs's sleeve when no one's looking, the math works out.

    The math isn't working out.

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    02 Sep 2026

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    Staring at him feels personal, like peering in on a memory he doesn’t know he had. He should know this moment, this feeling, this man. He should recognize that deep, bone-aching pull inside himself that leaves him cemented in that stool, that nags at him that maybe, after all this time, he’s finally ended up in a specific place for a specific reason. There’s plenty of things he’s been waiting for— a sign, a reason, a why— but this?

    Bdubs licks his lips. “Do I know you?”

    A private smile. Even through the mask, Bdubs can see it. “Not yet.”

    “But I will?"

    Or; Bdubs jumps through time. Etho outlasts it.

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    27 Jul 2026

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    The guy laughs—a warm, low sound, caramel-sweet. “You really don’t remember anything?”

    “Not a blip,” Bdubs says. “Wait, I didn’t get your name. What’s your name?”

    There’s a second when Bdubs thinks he won’t answer—he just looks at Bdubs, and his eyes go strangely crinkley around the corners. Then, he says, “Etho. I’m Etho, Bdubs.”

    Bdubs has amnesia. But that's not going to stop him coming to some extremely rational conclusions about the state of his own heart.

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    25 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 50

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    "Bdubs," mumbles Etho, wondering if his whole body is on fire or if maybe he's just dying for real now, "What the hell are you doin'?"

    "Carryin' you home, sweetheart!" says Bdubs cheerfully. He's got one pack slung over each shoulder--each close to overflowing with stone and ores--and he's carrying Etho like he doesn't weigh a thing. And oh, he's so warm. The cave had been freezing, and maybe the blood loss hadn't helped, but Bdubs is like a furnace.

    "'Kay," says Etho carefully, "Why?"

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    Bdubs really doesn't cope well with death, impermanent though it may be. Somehow, Etho copes even worse with being called sweetheart and babydoll while carried home, faint from blood loss, in Bdubs' weirdly strong arms.

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    24 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 45

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    23 Jul 2026