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    Shane is the one naked and dripping wet, and he still feels like Ilya is the one who exudes sex. Just standing there, brushing his teeth. When Shane turns off the water, Ilya hands him a towel and then turns around to rinse his mouth with the hotel mouth wash. He leaves the bathroom before Shane is done, and this is the moment where a tiny inkling Shane has ignored all day becomes a full blown suspicion.

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    Shane and Ilya are having trouble balancing their very private relationship and their very public lives.

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    05 Jan 2026

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    "What? What the fuck do you want, Rozanov? You haven't answered a text from me in like six months! You won't even acknowledge I exist unless there's a fucking camera pointed at us and then it's for some fucking clown show. So yeah, what the fuck do you actually want from me?"

    Shane waited a long time to let Ilya fuck him, unsure if it was really something he could let himself have. But even in all his calculations, he couldn't have prepared for Ilya going radio silent for months after, leaving him yearning for something he wasn't even sure was allowed, until it all comes to a head in Vegas.

    Or: the yearning fic through episode 2

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    30 Nov 2025

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    It’s cold. Their wedding ring, on his fourth finger on his left hand. It’s cold when he sees Yeonjun’s hand and his ring finger is empty.

    “I don’t know,” Yeonjun whispers quietly, like he’s cautious. Unsure. “A little scared, I think.”

    “Why?”

    “Well, I don’t actually... know you.”

    Soobin laughs, despite the reality. It’s funny when he thinks about it hard enough. This is the man he married a year ago, fell in love with years before, but he doesn’t remember.

    It’s funny, really.

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    25 Jul 2023

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    Renjun and Donghyuck always did everything together, they were best friends since childhood. So when one day they presented at the same time, nobody was actually surprised.
    Moving out and going to university together they remained inseparable. But when they met Mark and Jeno, would they also get boyfriends at the same time?

    This is a story about Renjun and Donghyuck growing up, overcoming their insecurities and perhaps...finding love?

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    18 Aug 2021

  5. Public Bookmark 1

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    Johnny hums, his own fingers playing with Taeyong’s in the center of the table where their hands met. “Sure, I suppose you’re right. But why her? She looks like she wouldn’t hurt a fly. Does she deserve that?”

     

    “Oh, come on, Johnny. Who fucking deserves anything?” Taeyong asks. He’s rolling his eyes, hand clasping Johnny’s tighter. “Do we deserve to have the lives we have? People out for our throats? Debts we can never repay? Failed by every system?” He asks bitterly. “It doesn’t matter what she deserves. She’s here. Why not?”

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    25 Feb 2020