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  1. Public Bookmark 20

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    Chi Cheng purses his lips.

    "I've been feeling... bad. After fucking him."

    Guo Chengyu blinks. Oh.

    It's strange to think of someone like Chi Cheng dealing with something like dom drop. He's such a heartless piece of shit 90% of the time that Chengyu hadn't even considered... and with how rough he is? The shit he's into?

    Chengyu clenches his jaw when he thinks about doing the kinds of shit Chi Cheng does to Wu Suowei to Xiaoshuai without any real negotiation, safe guards, or aftercare. Even if Xiaoshuai didn't complain, even if he liked it, Chengyu would feel miserable.

    "Fuck," he says after a moment.

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    Or Chi Cheng has never actually engaged in safe BDSM practice and now he's dealing with the consequences. Luckily, Guo Chengyu isn't nearly as emotionally constipated as his friend.

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    27 Sep 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 24

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    Pete's back from his family vacation. He's not okay.

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    22 Nov 2023

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    jiggety-jig by Lise, KinnPorsche, VegasPete

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    He thinks of Ai Di, the brother, three years his junior, with a personality that blusters out ahead of him and gets him into scrapes.

    And then he thinks of this other Ai Di—mouth open beneath his, waistband clutched in his fist, throat flexing under his palm. Taunting him about love and sex every day, like some sort of demon. Making him jealous, making him worry.

    What is Ai Di to him? He doesn’t fucking know. He kind of hates him right now. And through it all, he loves him.

    Chen Yi has an eight year long crisis.

    (A series of birthday wishes, sexual awakenings, and drunken misunderstandings from Chen Yi's POV, weaving in and out of canon)

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    07 Apr 2024

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    you only feel it when it's lost by basicallymonsters, Kiseki: Dear to Me, Ai Di/Chen Yi

  4. Public Bookmark 10

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    10 Nov 2024

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    lawyer pete au by frangiblefealty, KinnPorsche, Vegaspete

    discovery
    contempt of court
    amicus curiae

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    Everything about sex is performative. There is no such thing as fucking without an agenda, at least in Vegas’s experience. He wouldn’t have survived to adulthood if he was precious about shit like that.

     

    Vegas and some of the men he sleeps with in his desperate, rage-filled attempts to be loved or hated--either will work.

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    20 Nov 2023

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    fuck it all back down by syzygetic, KPTS, Vegas/multiple