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  1. Rec *

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    When Nesta realizes Feyre has not included her in any of their family paintings, the sting of her exclusion is sharper than she could have ever imagined.

    Desperate to relieve Feyre and her new family of the burden that she was, she did the only thing she could think of: run.

    An alternate take after ACOFAS, in which Feyre not painting Nesta gets addressed, the Inner Circle gets a little bit of a reality check, and everyone kind of learns to communicate.

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    02 May 2026

  2. Rec 47

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    Wanda paces in her kitchen for much of the day, hands in her hair, two voices competing for purchase over the conscience that she no longer truly has.

    I should tell him, Wanda thinks.

    Tell him what? Another Wanda voice.

    Tell him... that his blinds are open.

    Your blinds are open too.

    Yes, but -

    Do you think it’s wise, bringing up that his blinds are open the precise morning after he’s had the most intense solo session you’ve ever seen in your life?

    I… Hm. 

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    Wanda didn't mean to spy on her neighbor. Not at first. Once she starts, she doesn't really know how to stop.

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    18 Apr 2026

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    Cassian could only watch as she turned her forearm, and he took in the lines moving vertically up and down. They were all on top of each other, as if she’d tried again and again to open the wound. On a human, such a blow would have been fatal in minutes. But for a fae… it took every ounce of his ability not to fall to his knees.

    “Nesta,” he said carefully, so soft and delicate, but she just kept speaking quietly, as if he wasn’t actually there and she was instead addressing whatever version of him existed in her mind.

    “I was hoping not to wake you. Actually, I was hoping you would do it,” she muttered, shaking her head. “I thought that was why we were here. But then you just kept walking and walking, and I couldn’t fucking take it anymore.”

    “Do what, Nes?”

    “Well, you’re supposed to kill me, aren’t you?”
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    An ACOSF rewrite of the hike, in which Cassian's observation of Nesta's self-harming mental state is addressed/manifested and what it takes to heal from it.

    A post for Suicide Awareness/Prevention Month.

    CWs: Suicide attempt, self harm, blood, gore, trauma -- PLEASE BE MINDFUL

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    26 Mar 2026

  4. Rec 62

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    A boat party in summer lends itself to cruel words, and even crueler consequences.

    In which Cassian overhears /that/ conversation between Amren and Nesta, and is there for the aftermath.

    A fix-it missing scene of sorts.

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    24 Mar 2026

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    The one in which Catelyn makes a vow to The Seven regarding Jon Snow
    But it’s the Old Gods who intend on making her keep it.

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    23 Mar 2026