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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    Shane Hollander knows exactly what he is.

    He just can’t let anyone else know.

    Hiding as a beta in a league built for alphas means suppressants, silence, and control. Because one mistake, one missed sign, one person noticing too much could cost him everything.

    Ilya Rozanov has built his life on control too.

    Not instinct. Not luck. Not being an alpha.

    Control.

    So when he watches Shane play, he sees it immediately, something precise, something careful, something just out of reach.

    Something hidden.

    And Ilya has never been good at leaving things alone.

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    Barred from his own locker room after a game against Boston, Shane shows up to the Bears room instead, hoping for refuge.

    He gets that and more.

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    22 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 98

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    -Marlow added Rozy back to the group chat-

    Rozy: Fine

    Rozy: I will answer questions.

     

    OR: After the fan-mail incident the Boston group chat is on fire, they add Ilya back and demand answers.

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    22 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 52

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    When Yuna and David Hollander arrive at the hospital to visit their son, Shane, they are surprised to find his assumed arch-rival, Ilya Rozanov, at his bedside. Their surprise is even bigger when they learn, that the two men are boyfriends.

    Shane decides, he can recover in Boston and stay with Ilya – which means meeting the Bears. They are fun to be around and Shane realizes, there are better places to be than Montreal, closer to Boston. Halving the distance to be with his boyfriend is worth a new start.

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    22 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander has the highest hockey IQ in the NHL...and actively pretends he doesn't. He's already set himself apart in many ways, and he doesn't need "absolute hockey nerd" added to the list.

    Keeping this secret gets harder as he stops hiding other parts of himself from those around him. He comes out to the Voyageurs (who don't take it very well), he starts hanging out with the Raiders (though no one has a clue about him and Ilya being anything beyond friends), and he feels as if he is losing parts of himself in the expectations others hold for him.

    Ilya notices, and resolves to create a space that his boyfriend can thrive in, even if that means getting him the fuck out of Montreal.

    Set during The Long Game, where Shane and Ilya have made their plan and Shane's parents know about their relationship, but before Ilya officially transfers to Ottawa. That's right folks, this is a "Boston steals Shane Hollander" fic. We need more, and I am here to contribute☺️🫰

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