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    “Don’t–” Ilya starts, already reaching, already cupping Shane’s face between both hands, thumbs warm and tender against his cheekbones like they’ve always belonged there.

    Shane’s eyes are big and gorgeous and genuinely curious. “Don’t what?”

    Don’t make me look like a lovesick idiot. Don’t make my heart trip over itself for a way out of my chest and into yours. Don’t say it like that—so fucking sincere—like you don’t know how devastating it is for me.

    “Don’t butcher my language,” he says instead and kisses Shane’s smile hard, like reflex, like gravity, like there was never going to be another option.

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    Shane sets out to learn Russian. Ilya discovers he's incapable of keeping his composure.

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    “Let’s go say goodbye.”

    They look at each other, and TK perceives some inner part of him tilt a bit to one side, like a rebalancing of the stakes.
    Perhaps this felt insurmountable because it is; a kind of pain that doesn't start nor end with him. Others feel this too.
    They feel it too, and he's not alone.
    And if he's able to realize that, at last, then maybe sorrow is not the only thing left standing.

     

    In which TK, Carlos and Owen make it to New York for Gwyneth's funeral.

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    30 Aug 2022

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    After a fight leaves them not talking, TK loses a patient on a call and needs Carlos more than ever.

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    21 Nov 2021

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    When TK offers to go with him to a precinct social event, Carlos isn’t sure it’s such a good idea— the other cops bring spouses, girlfriends, families, not their buddies.

    But hey, what else are friends are for?

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    29 May 2021

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    When a fellow officer sees Carlos and T.K. at the club together and expresses an interest, Carlos struggles to define their relationship, and his own feelings.

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