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    In moments of Kaveh's distress, Alhaitham has started touching him more often.

    It became frequent enough for him to pinpoint that it distinctly happens whenever Kaveh is stressed or overwhelmed.

    Now it's not as if Kaveh minds it. They've become more comfortable with one another as the tension from previous years steadily shifted into a quiet understanding.

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    19 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 18

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    After Kaveh stays away to work on a project, Alhaitham is more keenly aware of his absence than usual, soon knowing when Kaveh returns that they’ve both felt that same longing

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    09 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 32

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    After a tense night out at the bar, and a run in with Will's boyfriend, Mike and Will barely make it back to their apartment before they're all over each other

    In the safety of their own home, Mike takes Will apart, and puts him back together. Several times.

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    09 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 21

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    drew’s a multi-millionaire with a god complex and a jake problem.
    jake’s a chart-topping musician who keeps saying he’s moved on—right before flying to LA to fuck his ex-best friend into the mattress.
    they don’t talk about the past. or the fallout. or the fact that drew’s still hopelessly in love.
    jake doesn’t know. jake doesn’t ask.
    until one night, he goes too far.
    until drew breaks.
    until jake finally looks.

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    02 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 9

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    “Alright,” he murmured to himself. “Here goes.”

    Tails, and he’d keep going. He’d drag himself out of bed, force himself to walk through the halls of that suffocating school, endure the dull hum of lectures and the empty conversations with people who didn’t really see him. He’d exist.
    Heads, and… well. He’d find the tallest, most isolated building in town and put an end to the balancing act once and for all.

    His fingers twitched.

    The coin gleamed under the light. He flipped and let the coin land on his palm.

    Heads.

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    What if Jake wasn't able to make it up to The Music Freaks? Depressed Jake Sterling AU

    [WARNING: This book touches on very dark themes related to suicide. They are detailed at times so read at your own risk.]

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    01 Jun 2026