7 Works by topdog

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    All that time watching and not participating had made Anton a very good listener. So when the Earth whispered, look at what I have, no one had heard but him—and at once, a glacier split and fell into the sea, an electrical surge shot a city’s power grid dead. Standing in the great open dome of the world, in Anton’s palms, Sungchan had looked up into the clouds, and Anton had flinched back as if he’d been caught.

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    Unrequited love’s such a cliché, anyway. He’ll scoff at his screen like he scoffs at the predictable tragedy of his own life: it’s no shonen, and he’s no protagonist. The universe doesn’t tend toward his goodwill. Flowers don’t fawn over his steps. He doesn’t get the girl. Et cetera, et cetera.

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    His face hurts from smiling so much. It’s so fucking entertaining, fishing these fools like this, having them chase after nothing but the promise of an alleged girl behind the screen. Toying with men is an irreplaceable high he chases like an addict.

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    In the low light, Anxin’s eyes are rendered dark and unreadable. It would be easy to see things as he wants them to be. But Jiahao could never be satisfied with guesswork. What he needs is tangible. The dry part of Anxin’s lips, how his nose twitches imperceptibly—chasing a scent and coming up empty.

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    130
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    10
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    Because, more than anyone, he thinks Jiahao gets it. What it meant to have a body meant for display, to be picked apart, made into fantasy, to the point you no longer belonged to yourself. You belonged to the stage, the fans. The company.

    The bedroom’s the one place Anxin owns his body, and there, he chooses to give up control to his ge. A violation he craves out of his own willing, where his face and body can mean nothing, for once.

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    It used to frustrate him at first, when it seemed like Jiahao wasn’t taking him seriously, would always let Anxin’s overt flirtations roll off of him with a gentle smile and a shy nod.

    Of course, it’s different now. Now, Anxin knows that he can text him for help on his chemistry homework, and get something more out of it. Knows he can push his boundaries, hit Jiahao with the full force of him, and he’d weather it, in a way few people could tolerate.

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    101
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    1,091
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    He hardly feels the tension in his fist from how hard he’s squeezed. He thinks of Anxin burrowing himself in Sangwon’s dorm, two centers gravitated toward each other, and it burns him to the core, even as he releases his fingers.

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    English
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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    Kudos:
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    21
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