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    He extends an outstretched hand and Lu Guang peers down curiously to see what he’s holding.

    It’s an old photograph, crinkled around the edges.

    Two boys, teenagers, still soft around the edges— one laughing so hard his eyes are a hazy blur and the other watching him, entranced by what he finds there, on his friend’s face.

    It makes fondness so big well up inside Lu Guang’s heart that he’s scared it will spill right out onto the floor, all over them. Because if you think about it, really, the heart is just a box— there’s only so much one can feel in the moment. There’s a limit on how much it can hold, how much it can carry.

    People always say to think outside the box. Lu Guang says no thank you to that; he’s perfectly content sitting inside this little box housed beneath his ribs. Because it gives, where the mind refuses. It remembers, when memory fails him.

    Or alternatively: Lu Guang & Cheng Xiaoshi throughout the months

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    One night, Lu Guang dreams of the fire.

    This time, he’s inside the house, tugging Xiaoshi out to the open. Anywhere, he thinks, far away from this heat. From the greedy flames that take it all and leave nothing. Cheng Xiaoshi, ever the fool, pulls away.

    “Our photos,” he shouts, over the embers. “Our memories, Lu Guang!’

    “Leave them,” Lu Guang begs, even as he feels Xiaoshi slipping away. “We can make new ones. We have our whole lives ahead to make more!”

    A burning house, and a foolish lover who walks straight to his death.

    Memories make a man, Lu Guang, his teacher used to say. It’s what we keep living for.

    Wrong, Lǎo Shī, he thinks helplessly, watching as the flames get harsher. His hand burns empty, when it had been so full just a moment ago. Memories do not make a man, they kill him.

     

    Or Cheng Xiaoshi keeps dying, Lu Guang keeps going back.

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    In which Sabito wounds up in Giyuu's timeline, very much alive and Giyuu doesn't know what to do

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