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  1. Public Bookmark 26

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    Post season 3, Rebecca and Ted try to deal with the aftermath of him going back to Kansas.

    This is a story about two souls growing. Partly an ocean apart, partly together.

    "A part of her really wants to be vulnerable. Welcome everyone in with a warm smile and a promise to work on something wonderful together. But she feels like she has forgotten how to. At night, alone in her home, she feels a void in her middle, which she tries to fill with ice-cream and wine. But the armor won’t come up all the way either. She is trying so hard to protect herself, and some instincts come back quickly, but the armor has been scratched and now it has holes all over."

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    08 Oct 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 79

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    Belly knows she shouldn't be thinking about Conrad like that anymore, but she still remembers that night like it was yesterday.

    (The guest-room flashback scene from Belly's POV: an extended S3E5 canon-compliant one-shot)

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    27 Sep 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 58

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    Hunger, if intense enough, will drive you crazy.

    I’m reminded of that, kissing him. Conrad tastes of the red wine we drank at dinner, the vanilla of the lipstick smear on his face, and of me. In the stairwell, I opened my eyes just in time to see him lick his fingers clean of my arousal. It’s thick, sharp, and strangely irresistible — like the shame I felt as a teenager, touching myself at the thought of him.

    Now, there’s no room in my body for shame.

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    or: the unapologetic sex we never saw.

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    27 Sep 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 37

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    title inspired by call it what you want by taylor swift (because of course it is)

    just a lil something for after the finale! now we sit and wait for the movie (i'm currently sitting in the movie theater waiting)

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    24 Sep 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 93

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    Belly wove her fingers through my hair, pulling me in even closer. “Conrad,” she pleaded with me, her mouth gasping into mine. “Fuck me? Please?”

    I thought about earlier that night when I’d made a fool of myself near the Seine, earnestly calling what we’d planned to do on prom night making love, and Belly had damn near rolled her eyes at me, saying yes, Conrad, have sex.

    “So demanding,” I teased, but there was no bite to it. “You want me to fuck you? I can fuck you, Belly, but afterward, I'm going to make love to you, the way I want to. Deal?”

    (The Paris sex from Conrad's POV: a S3E11 canon-compliant one-shot)

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    23 Sep 2025