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  1. Public Bookmark 25

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    The first job after Lucy’s abrupt departure, Lockwood calls Holly Luce twice without thinking and bites his tongue hard enough to bleed. Holly’s unfailingly polite about it, because Holly’s unfailingly polite about everything, but he can’t miss the way she flinches, or the way George refuses to look at either of them. He can taste his embarrassment on the backs of his teeth, bitter and coppery where it mingles with the blood from his tongue.

    It's just an adjustment period, he tells himself. Sure, there’s an empty space at his right shoulder all night where he keeps looking for Lucy entirely on instinct, one he hasn’t the first idea how to go about correcting, or even if he wants to—but it’s the first night. It’s to be expected. He thinks: It’ll get better.

    But really, it just gets worse.

    (or, the black winter fic in which lucy's absence haunts lockwood and the narrative both.)

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    07 Feb 2024

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    Kaz squints at her. “Are you a student, Inej?”

    And, oh, no.

    Her name sounds exactly right in his rock salt rasp. It spells trouble. She shakes it off and tries to focus on answering the question. She supposes that in a different world she could be a student. She would live in a cozy apartment with some other girls, and this would just be a part-time job, so she would have time to attend lectures and write papers and go on dates.

    But Inej does not live in that world. She lives in this one.

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    24 Jul 2023

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    Super niche au, amazing!!!

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    He’s like all the others, when they bring him in. More than half dead, covered in mud. Leg almost hanging off him, just a mess of torn flesh and exposed bone. Likely won’t survive. God knows Inej has seen better off than him succumb to their injuries.

    Northern France, 1917. In a battlefield hospital, Corporal Kaz Rietveld lies gravely wounded. His nurse is determined that he will not be another thing she loses to this war.

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    29 May 2023

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    “What made Inej Ghafa feel safe was knowing he’d give an entire city a plague to save her. That he’d leave splintered bones and broken men in his wake, if anyone stood between them. She knew what he’d done to earn the moniker Dirtyhands, and she wanted those hands on her, anyway.”

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    27 Apr 2023

  5. Public Bookmark 81

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    On a wet spring day when every street was slick with rain and the canal waters rose, the ship known as the Wraith sailed into Fifth Harbor. 

    Folk would say that the very cobblestones shivered in recognition, that the water in the canals stirred and wicked men in the Barrel and on the Exchange raised their heads in unease, sensing the change in the air. 

    Kaz Brekker’s queen had returned, and the Barrel knew its masters had come home.

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    13 Sep 2022