toxic_traitor



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    Looking at his own reflection in the mirror, it was obvious why Kunikida took it easy on him. Why everyone noticed something was wrong. Skin sallow and loose, not able to keep up with how quickly he was losing weight, eyes sunken and vacant, and those fucking damp, dirty bandages. He would have to change those and cover himself in makeup for a while. Don’t lose your cool, Dazai, only a little while more to go.

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    Dazai's plans to commit suicide are becoming more possible by the second after he obtains certain items, and not a single person knows about his quickly shortening time.

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    20 Jul 2024

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    from S2E9:

    “Do you still wear the coat that I gave you?”
    “I burned it.”

    They’re the wrong words to say.

     

    Mori’s abuse runs deep—deeper than anyone, including Dazai, had realized. And he’s doing it all over again.
    [WARNING. *PLEASE* MIND THE TAGS.]

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    20 Jul 2024

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    He's eighteen, and he's tired of this life.

    It's too bad an annoying redhead won't let him decay in a (quite cosy, he'd argue) shipping container.

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    12 Jun 2024

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    “Here’s what’s gonna happen,” Chuuya starts, conviction (and probably some desperation) firm in his voice. “Neither of us are gonna leave this damn room. Call in sick, or whatever the fuck I don’t care, but you’re not going into work, or anywhere today. I’ll fucking hold you down just like this if I have to. Got it?”

    Dazai cocks his head, and Chuuya can tell he’s really trying hard to maintain the bored look on his face. Chuuya’s known Dazai long enough to recognize when he’s curious.

    “Am I being held hostage by the mafia right now? Is that what’s happening?”

    In which Dazai succeeds in the death he’s always longed for, and Chuuya and Atsushi will do whatever it takes to save the man who saved them before they even realized they were being saved. However many times it takes.

    A study in loving someone who refuses to be loved.

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    11 Jun 2024

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    When Sasaki-- perfect Omega, perfect wife for Dazai, perfect person in general-- gets the news that she's infertile, it's devastating. She wants a baby, so much that she's willing to hire a surrogate to carry one for her.

    Dazai is just trying to survive his day-to-day life when it feels like depression is swallowing him whole.

    And Chuuya? Jobless, college dropout, undecided, free-spirit, young Chuuya who volunteers to become a surrogate for extra money--

    He changes everything.

    [ Or: An AU where Dazai and Chuuya fall in love, have a baby and live happily ever after. Just not necessarily in that order. ]

    Russian translation by @frayclrc on twitter here
    Spanish translation here

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    27 Jul 2021