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• A Kiss Left of You by tunagrape

  Fandoms: Red Dead Redemption (Video Games)  

  • General Audiences
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • F/M, M/M
  • Work in Progress

  19 Jan 2026

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Javier Escuella/John Marston
  • Abigail Roberts Marston/John Marston
  • Javier Escuella/Original Character(s)
  • Hosea Matthews/Dutch van der Linde if you squint
  • Javier Escuella & John Marston
  • Abigail Roberts Marston & John Marston
  • Jack Marston & John Marston
  • Abigail Roberts Marston & Jack Marston
  • John Marston & Arthur Morgan
  • John Marston/Original Character(s)
  • John Marston
  • Abigail Roberts Marston
  • Jack Marston
  • Javier Escuella
  • brief gang members
  • Dutch van der Linde
  • Arthur Morgan
  • John Marston is a mess
  • Early Van der Linde Gang (Red Dead Redemption)
  • Infant Jack Marston
  • Deadbeat John Marston
  • john marston has a gay awakening
  • Past Abigail Roberts Marston/John Marston
  • authors first fic
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Arguing
  • Angry Arthur Morgan
  • POV Javier Escuella
  • POV John Marston
  • It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better
  • Running Away
  • No Smut
  • Fluff
  • Fishing
  • Mutual Pining
  • Drinking
  • Javier Escuella Speaks Spanish
  • Drunken Flirting
  • Javier Escuella Needs a Hug
  • Protective John Marston
  • Jealous John Marston
  • WIP
  • javier is in denial that john is flirting

  Summary

  title is the song “Heaven” by mitski
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  It’s been a year since he left. he knows what he did was terrible, but after living with a lovely man for the past year, he’s had time to think. long and hard about him and abigail. about him and jack and how to even begin to be a father towards him. He’s determined to make things right with them

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  823

  Chapters:

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