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    Gyuvin's shirt is still distractingly wet. The lake light catches on the bridge of his nose, the water on his eyelashes, the flush still high in his cheeks. He looks like every version of himself Ricky has seen so far got poured into one person: baseball boy, son in the kitchen, homecoming favorite, idiot in a bathroom, beautiful wet thing on a platform trying not to look scared by his own wanting.

    Gyuvin has a fastball, a slider, a changeup, and no idea why he can’t seem to leave Ricky alone. Ricky has an art portfolio, a bad attitude, and no idea why he keeps saying yes to Gyuvin.

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    22 May 2026

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    Ricky’s hand clasps his jaw. His fingertips are cold, sharp in contrast to the warmth flooding Gyuvin’s face. “Open your mouth.”

    Sticky sweet nicotine curls and tumbles in and out, the fog spilling from Ricky’s lips to his own steadily. It feels like summertime ice cream trucks, smells like Strawberry Shortcake DVDS and flavored lip balm.

    Ricky’s head inclines, lips dangerously close as he breathes the rest of the smoke onto Gyuvin’s tongue.

    Gyuvin sees God.

    ( or: downbad loser soccer player pines for hot, mysterious emo guy: not clickbait! )

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    23 Feb 2026

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    Amid their turbulent and messy public divorce, actor Sung Hanbin and former-idol-turned-soloist Zhang Hao fall in love – for the first time.

    (Or, in the space of a single summer, a mutually-beneficial PR relationship between two celebrities goes from bad to worse.)

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    29 Oct 2024

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    Gyuvin is a little taller than Gunwook, and Ricky isn’t sure why, but this pisses him off. Just like Gunwook, Gyuvin is also wearing all black—leather jacket clinging to his broad shoulders and skinny jeans showing off his long legs. He’s far too well-proportioned to be slumming around in a bar like this, face small with a perfect nose and straight teeth. There’s mirth dancing around in his eyes, like Gyuvin is in on a joke that Ricky has no clue of.

    Ricky decides then and there that he doesn't like Kim Gyuvin.

    Shen Ricky has it all: money, status, and an easy life.

    His ultimate demise comes in the form of one bass guitarist. His name? Kim Gyuvin. His desire? Ricky between his teeth.

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    30 Jan 2025

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    FROM:[email protected]

    DATE: March 11, 2025

    SUBJECT: when i met you

     

    ricky,

    i found this website, it lets you write emails to people in the future. i thought it would be fun to send it to you ten years from now. can you pretend it’s just as romantic as sending a love letter? haha

    i know we will still be together, but i will ask you questions anyways: do you still have dyed hair? what’s your favorite k-drama right now? do you still make me cut your food for you? i think i’ll know the answers but please turn and tell me anyways.

    Ten years after their break-up, Ricky receives an email from Kim Gyuvin.

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    26 Oct 2024