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  1. Summary

    When a strange wind blows:
    Do you hate it?
    Do you endure it?
    Follow it, and it may bring you somewhere new.

    Sometimes, you need to grow up a little bit. Sometimes, you can't do it by yourself.

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    He pictures the funeral sometimes.

    He pictures someone he doesn’t know saying Viktor’s name wrong. He pictures screaming in public. He pictures stealing the ashes and keeping them in a protein powder container because it’s the only vessel big enough. He pictures lying in those ashes like a widow bird. He pictures baking the ashes into bread and feeding them to pigeons in the park.

    He pictures swallowing them himself.

     

    Or: When Viktor chooses a quiet death, Jayce learns how to love him to the edge of the end and carry what’s left through the sad art of letting go.

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    24 Apr 2025

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    31 Aug 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    for the best laughs. so good.

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    It's the way Stiles slips out from the loft like a cheap fuck leaving before sunrise could damn him; the way they avoid each other's eyes at pack meetings and the constant thrice fold-showering before he could rub the smell of Derek out of his skin. But sometimes he feels like this is all he'll ever want to know: the thrill of being shoved in-between places like he's a well-kept secret, the constant precariousness of the line they're treading. He likes to think his heart was an acrobat, his sanity the balancing act.

    And there is Derek, holding the other end of the tightrope that's keeping him afloat.

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    31 Jul 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    wonderfully written, beautiful descriptions that pull you in and truly feel like an inside to the narrator’s pov. well-balanced amount of everything. dialogue was charming. romantic scenes were absolutely gripping.

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    “It’s every wolf’s dream. To find a perfect mate, to procreate. It’s a necessity, it’s healthy. It’s in our blood; akin to the moon in the sky, a wolf belongs to their mate. And humans don’t have the capacity to become a mate.”

    “But I love him,” Stiles whispered, begged.

    Talia stayed silent for a couple of minutes.

    “That’s why you should understand it’s not healthy for him to be with you,” her words were simple and clear, like a piece of glass, but sharp all the same. “He will not find true happiness with you. You’re wasting his time. Preventing him from having a future he deserves.”

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    05 Jul 2023

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    tore me up only to sew me back anew.

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    “Stiles?”

    Even hearing his voice reminds him what a bad idea this is. “Hey, Derek. Just ran into a beta who was really interested in your location. In a distinctly non-friendly way. So heads up.”

    “Are you alright?” Derek asks. Even through the bad connection he sounds a little wrecked, like he’s got the gist that no, Stiles is not.

    “Peachy,” Stiles lies. They breathe at each other for a moment, until he can’t take all the things they’re not saying, anymore. “How’s Winnipeg? Liking the snow?”

    “Calgary, now,” Derek corrects.

    “Man, don’t tell me that,” Stiles whines. “It’s safer if I just don’t know.”

    “Not safer for you, if you need me.”

    Stiles snorts at that, then winces. If he needs Derek. Sure, let’s put that in the hypothetical. “I gotta go. Just wanted to warn you.” He doesn’t hang up.

    “I love you,” Derek says, fast and hot like he thinks Stiles might cut him off in the middle of it. He’s not wrong.

    “That’s nice,” Stiles says, in a tone that implies the opposite. He ends the call.

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    In which Stiles is an Emissary, Derek is in love with him, and nothing comes as easy as it should.

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    19 Jun 2023

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    amazing fanatic phenomenal. perfect. i wanted to cry and maybe cried a few times. the pain is so understandable that you cannot even be mad at the characters, which is how it should always be done. makes the ending so well-deserved.