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    Felix’s hands drop uselessly to his sides, fists clenching. “I can’t do this.”

    Hyunjin frowns, then nods like he’s figured it out. “Okay. Let’s just go back to your place then.”

    Felix almost laughs, bitterness cutting sharp in his throat. “No. I mean I don’t want to do any of this with you anymore.”

    Hyunjin blinks, confused. “Why not?” 

    Felix’s lip trembles, tears spilling faster now. “Because I want something more than just casual. Because—” his chest aches, voice breaking. “I've fallen in love with you.”

    After eight months of casual hookups, Felix falls in love.

    Hyunjin doesn’t.

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    09 Oct 2025

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    Welcome to my Smut-Shot Collection fam, each of these chapters can be read as stand alone fics if that's how you wanna read them, or they can be read cover to cover, do what you want gang

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    27 Sep 2025

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    "It might take a year, it might take a day, or it might take forever. But what's meant to be will always find its way."
    Felix could never have imagined that the same man who made his life miserable in his youth would end up being his stepbrother, much less that the hatred he felt towards him could turn into love.

     

    Or; They both have a shady past and hate each other's guts, but the desire and lust is just as impossible to ignore as the feelings they try so hard to keep buried and silenced.

    Or; They’re childhood enemies that suddenly turn into stepbrothers. Felix is broken and so is Hyunjin. They end up falling in love and obsessing over each other.

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    25 Sep 2025

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    Hyunjin has been at JYPE psychiatric facility for six months, and he has no intention of leaving. He's perfectly happy deflecting questions about his feelings, tonguing his meds, and sharing a singular (illegal) iPod nano with Jisung, Seungmin, and Innie. So what if he can't exactly remember chunks of his childhood, and so what if the mere notion of rejection makes him want to rip his hair out? So what if he's running out time before he's passed on to the next inpatient hospital?

    Felix has been a dancer for the Poirot Ballet since he was thirteen, and he has no plans of stopping dance (or his determined path towards perfection) any time soon, no matter how much his body wants to take him out of the game. So when he's sentenced to two weeks of mandatory inpatient treatment for a supposed 'Adderall dependency', he's less than thrilled. After all, he's been nothing but a perfect, moldable, emotionless doll for years. How is he supposed to fake a sickness he doesn't have, while keeping his actual 'illness' secret?

    And why does that asshole Hwang Hyunjin have to be so goddamn beautiful?

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    22 Sep 2025

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    “Me and Felix?" Hyunjin laughs, sharp and a little too quick. "Don’t be ridiculous.”

    Minho raises an eyebrow. “Really?”

    Hyunjin leans back and chuckles. “No, seriously. Felix isn’t my type at all.”

    Felix manages a small laugh, but the words still lodge somewhere deep, heavier than they have any right to be.

    OR, the one where Felix is straight and Hyunjin isn’t, but they’re just best friends. Really.

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    15 Sep 2025