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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    Heavy has never felt, never allowed himself to feel, as powerless as he does under Medic's dexterous hands. Calloused skin and overwhelming musculature rendered pliable under Medic's gloved touch. Frigid veneer and impenetrable-seeming fortitude so entirely undone, pried open layer by layer, battle by battle, evening by quiet evening spent together.

    Alternatively; Heavy is a giant among men, imposing, strong, powerful. So, Medic desires nothing more than to be the one to make him break, and Heavy revels in the extremely rare chance to feel truly helpless.

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    03 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 67

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    Bureaucracy and corpse disposal are excellent bonding activities.

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    31 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 35

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    What begins as a ploy to get Heavy on his operating table becomes something bigger as Medic finds himself the loser of a simple bet. Driven by his bruised ego and an insatiable curiosity to better understand his friend, Medic is determined to win just one of their wagers. It doesn’t help that somewhere along the way, friendly competition becomes something more.

    Five times Medic lost a bet to Heavy, and the one time he won.

    (Made for the TF2 Big Bang 2025)

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    01 Oct 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 23

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    The creak of old, battered floorboards was a noise that Herbert Ludwig, (un)trained and (un)authorised field medic, was quite familiar with by now.
    The lack of that particular wake-up call was momentarily pleasant, before he realised what it must mean:
    He was no longer in the well-worn, cramped, outdated halls of the Tuefort base.
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    One day the RED mercs were going about their (more than borderline illegal) business, the next they had death threats and confidential information slipped under their door. What do you do when your whole team is threatened by an apparently all-seeing, all-knowing and all-powerful assassin that not even eight trained killer men and one Pyro could face up to? You tuck your tail between your legs and run away to the mountains of Siberia to live with the family of your intimidating, grumpy and reserved Heavy Weapons Specialist! What could go wrong?

    THIS FIC HAS IT ALL!
    .𖥔 ݁ ˖ domesticity!
    .𖥔 ݁ ˖ miss pauling and heavy's wlw/mlm solidarity!
    .𖥔 ݁ ˖ mental instability!
    .𖥔 ݁ ˖ oh-so-much rambling!
    .𖥔 ݁ ˖ YAOI!!!!!!!!!
    and most importantly....

    MISS PAULING GETS A GODDAMN BREAK! (or does she?)
    please enjoy this brain vomit <3

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    09 Sep 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 75

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    The RED team needed a Medic. Again. The last few were either too unprepared for the life of a mercenary, too scared, or ended up running off into the desert and being found weeks later after having bonded with the local wildlife.

    Heavy was especially frustrated. He wanted a teammate he could rely on and trust. How could he do that, if every single doctor they've had thus far were all unable to do what needed to be done?

    Everything would change upon the arrival of their newest Medic, who seemed to be both a blessing and a curse.

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    I add content warnings to the beginnings of chapters in the notes, so make sure to read those!

    This is also my first fic and it's not really the best but I'm hopeful that it'll still be compelling enough to read. Advice and helpful criticism is welcome!

    (Unfinished)

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    08 Aug 2025