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  1. Public Bookmark 33

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    All four men seem lovely, very outgoing, and Phil feels a little overwhelmed and out of place. He knows, realistically, that this is his gig and yet he feels like he’s somehow letting them down.

    Phil shakes everyone’s hands – Reece, a confident, charming man with an impressive moustache, Miles, who seems a little shy but friendly, and way, way too muscular for Phil, his handshake so tight, he gets a little scared for his poor weak hand. Elias, constantly talking, making all of them laugh. And a fourth guy, Dan, all curls and sharp edges, who looks at him a little intensely.

    Phil does a video speed dating some gay guys - And falls into it hard and fast.

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    14 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 76

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    Can I buy alpha’s clothes to help me with my heats?

    Fuck, he’s miserable.

    Out of all of the side effects of deciding to stop sleeping with random people – mostly random alphas, and especially for his heats – being absolutely miserable isn't on his list.

    Or Buck and Eddie meet on a site where alphas and omegas swap clothes to help with their cycles, it just escalates from there in typical Buddie style.

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    13 Feb 2026

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    Buck’s phone starts ringing in his pocket. He sighs and checks the caller ID, staring in confusion at the unfamiliar number.

    “Uh, hello?”

    “Hello there, is this Evan Buckley?” A woman’s voice is heard through the phone.

    “May I ask who’s calling?”

    “My name is Hope Williams, from Child Protective Services. I was wondering if you had a moment to schedule a meeting on behalf of Charlotte Davis?”

    “I-I’m sorry, I think you must have called the wrong Evan Buckley. Who is Charlotte Davis?”

     

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    Buck finds out he has a 7-year-old daughter. Buck finds out a lot of stuff, actually.

    Title based on the Sabrina Carpenter song

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    13 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 75

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    "You’re making everyone nervous,” Bobby says, not unkindly.

    “Nervous? I’m keeping them safe,” Eddie counters, not quite sure what to do with the flickers of anger bubbling up at this conversation. “We can’t control lightning strikes or bridge collapses, but we sure as hell can be on our toes about our equipment.”

    In which Eddie becomes a little obsessed with equipment maintenance and has a crisis of sexuality, and the two things are more related than he thought.

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    13 Feb 2026

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    ravi: the concept of ruin the friendship

    Chimney: What?????

    Hen: Hi Ravi.

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