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  1. Public Bookmark 53

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    The first time Naim told Ryan that he loved him, it was because Ryan was bleeding. The second time Naim told Ryan that he loved him, it was because Naim couldn’t keep it in.

    or: Neither of them can sleep after they leave Bandee, and Ryan tries to stop the guilt from eating them both alive.

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    26 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 35

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    “I thought I could help with this,” Ryan says, hand pressing down onto Naim’s lower stomach, over his bladder, while the other hand holds Naim down.

    Naim lets out a whimper, the sensation overwhelming him. It felt so wrong. It felt so so good.

    “Maybe it could help with nightmares. With your body doing things you can’t control.”

    Ryan leaned down then, his mouth finding Naim's ear, breath hot and intimate. Naim swallowed, breathing hitching as Ryan pressed a warm kiss against his jaw, hand moving lower, slipping beneath the waistband of Naim’s wet boxers.

    The shame was still there, coiled tight in his chest, but something else was rising alongside it. Heat and want. The terrifying, all-consuming desire to be seen completely, even in this.

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    or, Naim wakes from another nightmare, the mattress damp beneath him and soaked in shame. Ryan is not nearly as bothered by it as Naim thinks he should be.

    (aka ryan fucks naim until he pisses himself)

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    23 Jul 2026

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    Ryan exhales, smoke slipping past his lips. “Did it ever touch you?”

    Naim’s stomach churns. He curls towards Ryan, shifting onto his side, as Ryan’s gaze lands on him, piercing. He shakes his head.

    “Good,” Ryan says, lifting the cigarette to his mouth.

    Naim thinks of photobooth pictures, of hot blood trickling down Ryan’s neck, of flame and fear. He presses a soft kiss to Ryan’s side, over his ribs, over the soft cotton of his shirt, and inhales his scent.

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    20 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 19

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    After running away, Naim suffers from nightmares. He ends up wetting the bed, and, despite his humiliation, Ryan doesn’t love him any less.

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    20 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 59

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    Ryan and Naim have to keep their relationship a secret, always claiming to be friends when they’re around others.

    Ryan hates it.

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    14 Jul 2026