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  1. Public Bookmark 12

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    His neighbor laughs, trying to stifle it with his hand and turning away for the first time since Illuga had seen him.

    Oh.

    Oh he's beautiful.

     

    Set in a soulmate AU in which the first words your soulmate says to you appear on your skin as a sort of tattoo after they say it :D

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    23 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 34

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    “Is there something on your mind, Master Illuga? You seem rather… distressed.”

    “Distressed? I’m more than distressed. I’m so, ugh! He’s just, I can’t. Ah! This guy is so ughhh.” Illuga groaned again, louder and more guttural.

    “I didn’t quite catch that, Young Master.” The amused smile on Flins’ face was evident in his voice despite Illuga’s eyes being squeezed shut, the heels of his hands pressed deeply into them. “Could you repeat it? A little slower this time.”

    The younger Lightkeeper let out a long exhale. “It’s this knight. He’s just, ugh, I don’t even know how to describe him. Loud, abrasive, overenthusiastic, eccentric, rude, batshit fucking insane.”

    At the Grandmaster's suggestion, Illuga and Lohen were paired up to work together to strengthen the alliance between their factions, but Lohen was, in the mildest terms, a bit of a handful. At least Illuga had a comforting (and nosy) boyfriend who could secretly tag along on their shared patrol.

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    22 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 9

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    Some secrets are buried for a reason. Some sacrifices are made in silence.

    When Illuga collapses from a mysterious sickness, Flins recognizes it immediately. He knows what it is and knows Illuga will never forgive him for the choice he is about to make.

    The cost is too high. But he also knows he cannot let the young nightingale die.

    "What did you do?" The words came out broken. "What did you do?"

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    22 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 9

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    "It also isn't a pleasant reminder– seeing all these new hormonal faces– when he knows Illuga is among their ranks during those times. Any one of them could be covered in Illuga’s scent and he wouldn't know. They could have sunk their claws or teeth into him, they could be saturating his life with their presence.

    Flins by no means had any real desire to change Illuga, but he did selfishly wish the consumption of his thoughts were mutual. He did so deeply wish for his kin’s infamy to escape him, so he did not feel so strangely guilty about the depths of his obscenity. It came back to haunt him every day they spent apart. He couldn't fight it even if he wanted to, even if his face seemed unchanging."

    (Flins finally gets Illuga to himself, for once. He takes full advantage of this.)

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    22 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 7

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    Illuga is having a good dream. Flins helps to make it even better.

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    21 Jun 2026