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All The Sinners Crawl by Mr_Potato_25
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
21 Sep 2025
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You never used to be this desperate. Never used to allow yourself to grovel at a man’s feet for him just to give you the smallest morsels of warmth in return. Yet, you found yourself lapping up each and every crumb.
It was never supposed to even be him. It was Tommy that set his eyes on you on that godforsaken night at the bar—the night that turned to utter carnage.
Yet now, you would do just about anything to have his brother look at you with the same warmth and wanting.
You wanted to hate Joel Miller, wanted to feel nothing but disgust as you looked at him but you never could… and so in turn, you allowed him to ruin you over and over in every sense of the word.
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Or the events that took place during the two decades leading up to part 1Series
- Part 1 of Sinners
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12 Aug 2024
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A Court of Vice and Victors by wishcamper
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
23 Feb 2026
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“Then stop, Cassian!” She was shouting now, inches from his face. “Stop fighting for my life! I never asked you to! Forget about me and move on!”
A sparkling tear froze on the tip of her eyelash and he felt a triumph in it, this sign that she was in there somewhere. His hands ached for her. This had all gone so differently in his head.
“I can’t,” he admitted.
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Or, a therapist's attempt at an ACOSF rewrite, because trauma's a bitch and muscling through isn't the only way.
Featuring:
-Nesta's alcoholism and trauma taken seriously
-IC family dysfunction reckoning
-recognition of Illyrian oppression and effects of colonization
-women being resourceful and empowered in spite of their circumstances
-healing not being a straight linepro Nesta, pro healthy Nessian, anti nobody, pro everyone is capable of change
CW: This work explores themes of trauma recovery, colonization and systemic racism, and gendered violence and reproductive abuse, and contains mentions of physical and emotional abuse, suicidal ideation, abortion, substance use, and sexual assault. Specific warnings will be included for each chapter, please take care of yourself.
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28 Jan 2024
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When the Rain Washes You Clean by forestkey
Fandoms: The Last of Us (TV), The Last of Us (Video Games)
01 Feb 2024
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A few days after escaping David's cannibal cult, Ellie and Joel find themselves caught in a blizzard, taking shelter in a seemingly abandoned house near the Utah-Colorado border. Little does Joel know the two people hidden in the basement will change everything...
Or, in simpler terms...
Joel and Ellie run across a mother/daughter duo going their own way through the apocalypse, and Joel and Ellie decide to bring them back to Jackson.
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25 Jan 2024
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The Weakness In Me by metal_jenny
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
10 Apr 2025
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After the events of Utah, Ellie and Joel aren't speaking. You, his patrol partner, grapple with your own loneliness. Finding each other will turn both your worlds upside down.
Set during TLOU Pt. 2. Not canon compliant (no WLF/Seraphites, Abby etc).
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22 Jan 2024
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Persephone to Hades by forestkey
Fandoms: The Last of Us (TV), The Last of Us (Video Games)
24 Apr 2024
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You are the kindest thing that ever happened to me, even if that is not how our tale is told.
When everyone else told me I was destined to be a forgotten nymph that nurtured flowers and turn meadows gold,
you saw that the ichor that resides in me demanded its own throne. You showed me
how a love like ours can turn even the darkest, coldest realm into the happiest of homes.
-Nikita GillWhen tragedy strikes Jackson, destroying their food stores, Maria and Joel travel to a neighboring community to negotiate for food. Little does Joel know, he will be leaving that meeting with a woman he met by chance on patrol a year earlier. Neither Joel nor Jackson, is prepared for Persephone.
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22 Jan 2024