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No One Laughs Like Hikaru by SingularitySensation
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
16 Apr 2026
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Hikaru reached out to place his hand over Yoshiki’s chest and admired the wild rhythm his heart embraced.
“Pretending to be one.” He echoed, drafting an appropriate response meant to de-escalate. Yoshiki jerked back, one fear ridden step followed by another until he was cornered against a wall.
“Do I frighten you?” It was then that Hikaru acknowledged the shift in the air—a tang of adrenaline with the lingering scent of arousal. Yoshiki stiffened beneath his cold touch, body going impossibly taut. Confirmed. He had frightened Yoshiki.
“You're scaring me.”
Oh. How lovely a feeling this was.
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18 Apr 2026
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I'm glad you're evil too by infizero
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
06 Apr 2026
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"I'm disgustin' and- 'm dangerous," Hikaru continued with that tired look in his eyes. "Ya don't gotta keep pretendin' I'm not. I love ya, I really do, but yer... yer better off not gettin' too close-"
"Mix with me."
The words left Yoshiki's mouth without thinking, but there was no hesitation in them.
Hikaru's eyes widened. "Wha-?"
"Mix with me," he repeated firmly, looking him right in the eyes. "Right now."
After Hikaru is rescued from the company's clutches, Yoshiki tries to convince him he's not gross the only way he knows how.
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07 Apr 2026
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blame it on the wine by huvio
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
09 Feb 2026
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The summer festival is winding down, but for their group of friends, the fun is far from over.
Asako has plenty of good ideas. Yuki is having fun. Maki has a surprise. Yoshiki is trying to hold himself together. And ‘Hikaru’ can’t take his eyes off him.
Clearly, tonight, plum wine - and ‘Hikaru’ - are going to test just how long Yoshiki can pretend to be indifferent.
Based on a short manga comic saying 'Hikaru' can handle alcohol, and Yoshiki… well, not so much.
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04 Mar 2026
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Heliotrope by Waiting_for_a_sunny_day
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
28 Nov 2025
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“Sorry, Yoshiki,” Hikaru groans as tears come out of one eye and more of him comes out of the other. “Ughh, I don’t – ”
Yoshiki can see how hard he’s trying to calm himself down, but it just isn’t working.
“It’s ok,” Yoshiki says, quiet. “It’s ok. Instead of shovin’ it back inside completely, can you try just...lettin’ it out? Just a little bit?”
He has no clue how any of this works, but maybe a half-measure is better than trying to force it all at once.
“Okay,” Hikaru says, but it sounds like a sob. More of the unknowable, incomprehensible swirl leaks out into the dark room.
“Yoshiki – shit – ‘m sorry but can I…” Hikaru’s face – what’s visible behind the bloom of him – twists in a small kind of agony. “Can I touch you? Not much. Just – ”
It's been years since Hikaru first took the body of Yoshiki's dead best friend. Despite everything - every horror and hurt - they managed to find a home in each other. Not quite friends or family. More and not. What they have is complicated, but precious.
But when Yoshiki escapes their small town – to college, to Tokyo – Hikaru follows. And things start to change for them both.
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04 Mar 2026