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  1. Public Bookmark 30

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    Yeonjun's heart skips a phantom beat in his chest. What cruel justice fate has cursed him with, to have denied to turn Beomgyu only hours before, only to be faced with the choice between that or death now. He feels completely helpless, knowing how painful the transformation would be, since Beomgyu had been almost killed by a vampire that wasn't Yeonjun - his prospective sire. It would be hellish, and Yeonjun isn't sure he has it in him to inflict that pain upon the man he loves. But what other choice does he have? Could he really sit here and watch Beomgyu die knowing he could save him?

    Beomgyu's eyes shutter open, and Yeonjun gasps. "Do it," he says through cracked lips, voice hoarse and trembling. "Don't let me die. Turn me, like I've wanted you to." Tears slide down Yeonjun's cheeks as Beomgyu's eyes close again, and his breathing grows even more shallow. "I want eternity with you," Beomgyu adds in a whisper, eyes still closed. "I don't care how much it hurts."

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    20 Sep 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    Beomgyu refuses to believe he hallucinated that warmth. That affection. The trembling in Yeonjun’s hands when he was feeling so faint he couldn’t keep his head up and his eyes open. He could smell the fear in his scent more than he could feel any of his limbs.

    It wasn’t fake.

    But then, if none of that was fake, how do you explain what happened? How do you explain the grin and the non-chalance about all of it?

    The fact that he didn’t even have enough in himself to give Soobin — their damn leader — one last look before just vanishing?

    Beomgyu wants to hate him so, so much. He wants to tear that smirk off his face bare-handed. He wants to ask why in the first place. Why betray them, why do this with them when he could’ve just fucking killed them and spared them the agony?

    Beomgyu wants to scream at him. Wants to demand an answer as to why he didn’t choose them. Why he didn’t choose him.

    There’s no Yeonjun to yell at. Just the walls.

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    14 Aug 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 16

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    He looks like the real thing.

    Sometimes, Yeonjun must sit with the bitter truth that he isn’t.


    An android subscription service designed to help people cope with their grief. Yeonjun’s wears the face of his dead lover: Choi Beomgyu.

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    24 Jul 2025

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    my heart was in so much pain reading this

  4. Public Bookmark 9

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    After sculpting a boy from ice, Yeonjun finds himself caught between seasons, unsure what to make of the strange, gentle creature who comes to life in his backyard. As the years pass and the seasons turn, the two grow up in tandem, surrounded by friends, family, and the small town that holds them close—learning about love, identity, and what it means to stay.

    This is a story about coming of age through yearning, restraint, and quiet devotion, and what it means to choose the life you want, even if it costs you everything.

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    16 Jul 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 71

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    Yeonjun sighed and shook his head. He poked Beomgyu’s side and said, “I’m not wishing on a star.”

    “Then what are you wishing on?” Beomgyu looked at Yeonjun, confused at the statement. His brows scrunched together in confusion, “What else could you even wish on?”
     
    “You,” Yeonjun said, “I wish that you will be happy wherever you call home.”

    (or; People fall in love in mysterious ways, but for Yeonjun, it was inevitable (and if you ask Kang Taehyun, it was very obvious.)

    This is the Beomjun Prequel to the fic grievances under neutrality.

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    11 Jul 2025