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I was confused, more like unsure of what was happening. I wasn't sure what was happening in my own mind. Everything was mixing with everything else, and a few times I had thought I was dreaming. Actually I still wasn't sure if I was awake or not. Everything was just so blurry, confusing. I wasn't sure if I was making sense to myself.
"Phil! Come back this instant!"
Slow choking sounds invade my mind.
"It is all going to be fine.. shhh ."
His face was furious, I whimpered in fear. How was I going to escape this?
"PJ!? PJ! What is going on?" I asked
scared.
I gripped my head in fear. Each image played in my mind, each one more confusing after another. Was I, Philip Lester, going crazy?
PJ smiled sadly. "Aye look here Phil, I hate doing this but I have to.."
"Louise? Where is PJ?"
I looked at the guy, his hair brown, curly almost. His eyes a sweet green. He smiled at me. He was very familiar.
"Who are you?"
The guy's eyes went sad immediately, his entire expression full of disbelief.
"
They-
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Someone knocked on my door, and in the process, knocked the thoughts out of my head. What was the guy going to say? Was it important? Why was he so familiar?
"Hi. " The quiet and small voice said and I snapped my head up without a thought. That was Dan! His voice was so cute! Reminded me of the first day we met-WAIT DAN?
"Dan? " I ask in disbelief, looking at the doors in wonder. Not like he could see it but still.... Maybe I really was going crazy.
Dan actually got out of his room while I am here and knocked on my door. Was he finally trying to befriend me?
"Um, ye. I was wo-wondering if y-you want-wantedd maybe to-to eat breakfast with m-me? " Dan's voice stuttered and he seemed to be fumbling with his words. I on the other hand couldn't believe my ears, but I wasn't going to pass this up.
"Yes! Of course, um, I'll be there in a minute! " I practically yelled while sounding like I had just won the lottery. Trying to forget my past thoughts I opened the door to find beautiful Dan Howell standing there like a lost puppy.
I flashed him a quick smile and whatever fear and worry had been on his face was gone now.
And whatever fear or worry had been in my head was gone now too, even though I felt it circling my mind ready to strike. I had no time to worry about my stupid fantasies or dreams.