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1. Holding Onto You by PrettyPurpleInk

   Fandoms: Death Note  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   13 Oct 2017

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Matt | Mail Jeevas / Near | Nate River
   • Matt | Mail Jeevas
   • Near | Nate River
   • Original Female Character(s)
   • Original Male Character(s)
   • Self Harm
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • AU
   • AU – modern setting
   • Established Relationship
   • Boys in Love
   • Straight Matt
   • Gay Nate
   • Fluff
   • Domestic Fluff
   • Anxiety
   • Anxiety Attacks
   • Depression
   • Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified
   • Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder
   • References to childhood emotional abuse
   • Sexual Content
   • M/M Sex
   • Comfort Sex
   • love making
   • Homophobic Language
   • Super brief/minor Internalised Homophobia

   Summary

   It's not always like this. I don't always feel like I'm chained down and suffocating and being crushed all at once. I don't always feel useless and pathetic and ridiculous. I don't always feel like everyone hates me, and that maybe they're better off without me.
   Not always, but it happens.

    

   A hell of a lot more often than I'd like.

   Series

   • Part 3 of You Are Not Broken

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   19,266

   Chapters:

   10/10

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

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