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It’s harder than a diamond and deeper than the ocean. It’s buried in every single drop of blood that circulates in the body.
It is the ‘instinct’.
Every life is lead by the instinct. Even though things go wrong, no one can resist. It’s like a bondage, like a sin.
Yes, it’s his sin.
The corpse fell to the ground as Atsushi put his hand out.
The chest of it opened widely but it was empty inside. It was because the heart which was still throbbing was on the man-tiger palm.
It was suddenly smashed up and burst into pieces of meat. The blood was splashed all over there.
Atsushi said in cold-blooded voice. “Don’t say I didn’t warn to you.”
The narrow pupils came back to its normal size. The two-color eyes looked so painful although he tried to feel nothing.
It’s hurt.
Since he had sinned for so long.
Atsushi used his hand to wipe the blood out of his face carelessly. The tiger-man then turned back to the boy.
Atsushi headed back to the mansion deep in the forest. There was only darkness in the night without the moon.
The cold night wind breezed through the grass. But the blood in the circulation was hot as if it reached the boiling point.
That hot blood rolled in the deep as the instinct roared like it was going to burst out.
Just because of ‘this pheromone’.
The sweet smell was like high-grade fragrance but surely more appealing. It make every single part of the body awaken.
It could make one throw out all the morals in mind because it drove them with the power that beyond the brain’s control.
“I’m going to be mad.”
No, he had been already filled of madness.
How close Atsushi came near the mansion, how sweet the smell emanated through the air. It wasn’t that pungent but it was buried into all the sensations.
When he opened the door of the mansion, as he went up the stairs, it seemed the time ran slowly like his breath was going to stop.
Atsushi tried to concentrate as much as he could.
“Argh..!”
As soon as the door of the deepest room was opened, Atsushi felt like losing all conscious while he was turning to the man-tiger.
“I wanna know...how long…will you still tend to resist on?”
Atsushi was on top of the Omega ‘Akutagawa’. The raven-hair boy was gasping like breathless. His pale face was bright red and sweat with lust.
Atsushi who was the Alpha replied with cold voice. “Shut up, Akutagawa”
“No…ah!”
Akutagawa flinched and suddenly closed his eyes when Atsushi leant to him. The man-tiger’s tongue licked the sweat on his face. The feeling of that was still left on and his body lustly responded to it with chill.
“You’re the one who can’t resist.”
The breath was entangled, mixed together, then lost into the emptiness.
The body was hot flashes as if the electric current ran through the spine. The heart beat so hard like it was going to burst.
This isn’t enough. It can’t fulfill even just a piece of the desires that struggled in the blood.
“No, it’s not you. It will never be you.”
Although all of me is yours and I can never ever escape from you.
“‘Cause my soulmate is ‘Dazai-san’”