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1. how rare and beautiful it is to even exist by cyanica

   Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   30 Jun 2018

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Dan Howell/Phil Lester
   • Dan Howell
   • Phil Lester
   • Original Howell-Lester Child(ren)
   • Angst
   • Postpartum Depression
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Choking
   • Hospitals
   • Childbirth
   • Mpreg
   • YouTube
   • Past Relationship(s)
   • graphic childbirth
   • Hurt Phil Lester
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Pregnant Phil Lester
   • Dan Howell and Phil Lester Are Parents
   • Dubious Consent
   • Depression
   • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
   • Panic Attacks
   • Post Mpreg
   • Unhealthy Relationships
   • Anxiety Attacks
   • Hospitalization
   • Mild Sexual Content
   • Lack of Communication
   • Communication Failure

   Summary

   Phil experiences the world in an awful new light, Dan has to hold onto three lives at once, and they have a newborn. Somehow when falling in love, they were destined to collide with the solid concrete ground eventually, and Dan and Phil have distorted ways of copping with it.

   Or they have a baby, but it's not that kind of story.

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   English

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