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1. Heaven Knows I'm Miserable Now by OtakuLilyRose

   Fandoms: Durarara!!  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   09 May 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Heiwajima Shizuo/Orihara Izaya
   • Orihara Izaya
   • Heiwajima Shizuo
   • Kishitani Shinra
   • Kadota Kyouhei
   • Orihara Mairu
   • Orihara Kururi
   • Heiwajima Kasuka
   • Vorona (Durarara!!)
   • Orihara Shirou
   • Shiki Haruya
   • Teenagers
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Child Abuse
   • Rape/Non-con Elements
   • Heavy Angst
   • Cancer
   • Loss of Parent(s)
   • some dark shit
   • Izaya can't catch a break
   • Not for the Feint-hearted
   • Enemies to Friends to Lovers
   • Bruises
   • Rescue
   • Self-Hatred
   • Slow Burn
   • Drug Abuse
   • Explicit Sexual Content
   • Smut
   • Romance
   • High School
   • Raijin Days
   • Mutual Pining
   • Blood and Violence
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Self-Harm

   Summary

   After tragedy strikes the Orihara family, Izaya's father decides to suddenly return home. Bitter and resentful, Izaya will put up with whatever it takes to keep him and his siblings out of foster care. That is until things spiral out of his control.

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   Language:

   English

   Words:

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